[00:00.000] 作词 : JoZ

[00:01.000] 作曲 : JoZ

[00:25.445]I’m too tired living with them demons

[00:28.196]But lately I see they’ve been reaching

[00:30.445]I’m lost again feeling like I’m at the deep end

[00:33.696]I’m lost again the voice in my head it deepens

[00:37.196]I done wasted so much time I need to refrain

[00:40.445]Been losing everything I want to retain

[00:43.197]I’m lost again feeling like I’m at the deep end

[00:46.195]I’m lost again the voice in my head it deepens

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[00:49.695]See this is what you get when I speak solely for myself

[00:52.445]Why would you care so much about me or what I felt

[00:55.445]I didn’t see you there when I truly need help

[00:58.695]Flashback I almost ended my life in that hotel

[01:01.695]Wasn’t the first time I ever thought of doing this thing

[01:04.696]Wasn’t the first night you should know I’ve been losing it

[01:07.946]The only light I see was from the spark of my Bic

[01:11.197]I was scared of tomorrow I’mma do it real quick

[01:14.697]Now try to picture a boy, he’s bout 12 year old

[01:17.446]School ended early, he decided to go home

[01:20.445]His worst nightmare was lurking right behind that door

[01:23.695]Opened up see his mama laying on the floor

[01:26.696]I remember neighbors showed up

[01:29.196]I was chocked up

[01:30.445]Bunch of paramedics carried her onto the white truck

[01:33.445]I can understand you only trust what you see

[01:35.946]So here goes my whole story that you’ll never believe

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[01:39.696]I’m too tired living with them demons

[01:42.945]But lately I see they’ve been reaching

[01:45.196]I’m lost again feeling like I’m at the deep end

[01:48.196]I’m lost again the voice in my head it deepens

[01:51.945]I done wasted so much time I need to refrain

[01:55.195]Been losing everything I want to retain

[01:57.445]I’m lost again feeling like I’m at the deep end

[02:00.945]I’m lost again the voice in my head it deepens

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[02:03.945]I’m being thankful that lord didn’t take her away

[02:07.195]I’m being thankful cuz now I will see better days

[02:09.944]I’m being thankful I learned love before I hate

[02:13.696]God put me thru all the struggles just so I can be great

[02:16.696]I can only imagine that this life is a race

[02:20.195]Racing to the finish line, go down in a grave

[02:23.195]Don’t brag about tomorrow let me finish today

[02:26.195]Don’t be waking up a new beast inside the same cage

[02:29.445]My mama caught me

[02:30.695]Sitting on the edge of the window

[02:32.695]She could hear the wind blow

[02:34.195]Her heart start to tremble

[02:35.945]I had to watch her suffer

[02:38.196]And I just suffocate more

[02:39.695]My world has been so dark

[02:41.695]My stars they don’t sparkle

[02:42.694]I lost the smile on my face

[02:43.944]I was too deep in sorrow

[02:45.195]I had to pick up my fate

[02:46.946]I’m not sure when to come home

[02:48.445]Now when I’m lost on my way

[02:50.195]And things start to go wrong

[02:51.696]Just know I’ve been in that place

[02:53.193]I was in there for too long