[00:00.000] 作词 : JoZ

[00:00.765] 作曲 : JoZ

[00:01.530]编曲：Lee

[00:04.529]混音&母带：EchosystemAudio

[00:11.034]Verse 1

[00:22.782]Lately I feel like I have my hands on the stove

[00:23.034]我感觉我在铤而走险

[00:25.780]After a while it ain’t scary no more

[00:25.780]但这些已经不能吓到我了

[00:27.779]I got a hunch know I’m slowly approaching my goal

[00:27.779]我能感觉我离目标越来越近了

[00:30.529]It ain’t bout the fame, the light, the chain and the gold

[00:30.780]不是指金钱与名誉

[00:33.280]I wanna buy flowers, purses, and all the new clothes

[00:33.531]我想把整个世界都给那个

[00:36.034]For the girl who stuck with me knowing I’m broke

[00:36.034]陪我共同奋斗的她

[00:39.035]I guess somehow we all need a place to call home

[00:39.283]可能我们都需要一个家

[00:41.786]Fore I find it I’m stuck on road

[00:42.037]但我现在仍被困在路上

[00:44.030]Verse 2

[00:45.285]I know god is sending his gift

[00:45.538]我知道神在给予我们恩赐

[00:48.037]So everyday I take a look from within

[00:48.037]所以我每天都审视自身

[00:50.536]Trynna better myself keep my eyes off this mess

[00:50.536]把注意力从不好的事情上移开

[00:53.291]Cuz life ain’t all about wins

[00:53.291]因为生活不只有胜利

[00:55.284]Yeah I lost me some friends

[00:55.536]我少了一些朋友

[00:56.779]Yeah I stick with a pen

[00:57.029]我握住了手中的笔

[00:58.037]Writing down some stuff just so I can amend

[00:58.286]试图通过写东西去弥补

[01:01.036]All my past relationships which I torn up the links

[01:01.036]一些被我破坏的关系

[01:03.791]Crack a smile but ain’t no coming back from the brink

[01:03.791]笑一笑，怎么可能回得到过去呢

[01:05.532]Verse3

[01:30.529]My girl said she can’t do this no more

[01:30.780]我的女朋友坚持不住了

[01:32.777]Ain’t about money, whether I’m rich or poor

[01:33.029]与物质无关

[01:35.536]After a while it feels like a job to report

[01:35.536]只是这样的日子让她麻木了

[01:38.278]From the tone I know she is for sure

[01:38.528]我听出来她这一次是认真的

[01:40.036]Damn

[01:40.288]该死

[01:41.282]Can we talk all this out

[01:41.282]我们能不能再聊聊

[01:42.535]I can lift up your cloud

[01:42.786]让我拂去那些

[01:44.029]That‘s been shadowing your mind

[01:44.282]困扰着你的阴霾

[01:45.539]And it’s hiding your smile

[01:45.539]和你的所有不开心

[01:46.782]But at this moment I don’t really wanna answer the call

[01:46.782]但我现在真的没法接这个电话

[01:49.280]It sounds like too much to take it right now

[01:49.529]我没办法鼓起勇气

[01:50.787]Verse4

[01:53.039]I did call back pretending I’m calm

[01:53.285]我假装自己很冷静

[01:55.283]Trynna catch up fore she hit me with the bomb

[01:55.535]在你宣布噩耗前尽量的去弥补

[01:58.284]Mentally prepare myself kept thinking I’m strong

[01:58.284]我不停的告诉自己要坚强

[02:01.035]Never realize which part could really went wrong

[02:01.035]却不知道哪里出了差错

[02:03.535]She said

[02:03.802]她说

[02:04.528]This might not be the end

[02:04.528]这不一定是结局

[02:05.783]We can still be friends

[02:06.033]我们还能继续当朋友

[02:07.278]I said hell nah

[02:07.278]怎么可能？

[02:08.285]Swear I need to vent

[02:08.285]我现在只想发泄

[02:09.287]Trynna crack a smile but I done lost my sense

[02:09.527]想要勉强笑一笑，但我已经失去了知觉

[02:12.278]Shhh I done lost my sense

[02:12.278]我已经失去了知觉

[02:13.783]Verse5

[02:37.538]Yeah, year 4 digging deep in this

[02:38.275]已经是我正经搞歌的第四年了

[02:40.473]Slowing down but the vision exists

[02:40.713]步伐慢了下来，视野却仍旧在那儿

[02:42.721]Promise no more chain smoking

[02:42.973]我想少抽点烟

[02:44.472]No more late night getting wasted

[02:44.472]少喝点酒

[02:46.214]Finally stepping out of the mist

[02:46.214]慢慢走出阴霾

[02:48.224]Oh my, oh my

[02:48.463]我的

[02:49.718]Hope my little bro is doing all right

[02:49.718]希望我的小兄弟万事顺利

[02:51.719]Hope my homies is enjoying their lives

[02:51.965]希望我的朋友们在享受他们的人生

[02:53.965]Hope one day I can see you all stand by my side

[02:53.965]希望有一天我们都能再聚到一起

[02:56.463]I’m trynna crack a smile but I’m losing my mind

[02:56.713]想勉强笑一笑，但我已经在崩溃边缘了

[02:58.221]Verse 6

[03:00.971]I’m trynna crack a smile but maybe I won’t

[03:01.215]也许不需要强颜欢笑

[03:02.968]If you hear this shhh then maybe you’ve already known

[03:03.222]当你听到这里我想你应该已经清楚了

[03:05.720]I’m trynna crack a smile that’s all I can do

[03:05.972]我能做的只有笑一笑

[03:08.722]Stop coping with this shhhh just powering thru

[03:08.974]不再勉强应付，而是全力以赴

[03:11.471]Put up a smile just so you can hide all the pain

[03:11.471]通过笑容把痛苦隐藏

[03:14.224]Put up a smile pretending everything is okay

[03:14.464]笑一笑假装一切都正常

[03:16.974]Put up a smile let life rearrange

[03:17.213]笑一笑，再自我调整

[03:19.219]Put up a smile

[03:19.219]笑一笑

[03:19.963]Just so you can get thru the day

[03:19.963]只为了我能过完今天

[03:23.466]Outro

[03:33.720]Let see you smile right now

[03:33.966]让我看到你笑

[03:36.467]Shhhh I’m doing shots right now

[03:36.717]我已经喝得差不多了

[03:39.467]Expose your mind right now

[03:39.467]让我知道你在想什么

[03:41.970]Right now, right now

[03:41.970]就现在

[03:44.970]Let see you smile right now

[03:45.219]让我看到你笑

[03:47.973]Shhhh I’m doing shots right now

[03:47.973]我已经喝得差不多了

[03:50.721]Expose your mind right now

[03:50.962]让我知道你在想什么

[03:53.220]Right now, right now

[03:53.469]就现在