[00:00.000] 作词 : Jason Kramer

[00:00.731] 作曲 : Jason Kramer

[00:01.462] 编曲 : Starbeats

[00:02.195]Mixing Engineers: Houser Yang / Uncle Damn

[00:23.195]...God...

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[00:44.195]Look, I’ve been putting my heart on the table

[00:48.694]And put a knife into it, just for seeing if it works

[00:51.445]I divided it apart to take a look, is inside has been cursed ?

[00:54.445]Or if it was dirty, I’ll give my Satan a birth, u know

[00:57.945]But I ain’t know even myself

[00:59.695]What u’re wondering kid, all I do is finding a peace yeah

[01:02.695]Need a room for letting me think

[01:04.449]The rain is my drink

[01:05.695]All my thoughts are burning up in my veins

[01:07.946]Every day I gotta carve my name on the wall for counting the days

[01:11.445]Even I pray for drowning in dreams

[01:13.447]Why I have to renew my plan

[01:15.195]It hurts

[01:15.699]But it comforts

[01:16.639]It worth

[01:17.143]I’m still holding on for future

[01:18.640]Why they’re giving me curse

[01:19.891]Ma.. May...Maybe I'm not innocent

[01:21.148]That is why I’m rapping hence

[01:22.391]But I don’t got the wings, all I got is a pen

[01:25.840]In the end, dose anyone still tryna call my name outside of cave

[01:29.090]I see nothin’ partial to me, I don’t rather be saved

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[01:32.091]Holding glass

[01:34.846]I think I’m selfish now

[01:37.589]I can’t even get outta my shadows around

[01:43.339]Holding glass

[01:46.094]I think I’m selfish now

[01:48.848]I can’t even get outta my shadows around

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[02:22.349]But I got doubts to myself

[02:24.089]Are my music lame?

[02:25.599]If people can relate to, well then I try my best

[02:28.527]I tryna feel how they feel so man that’s the link

[02:31.025]I got blueprint in my head, it takes time to make it achieve

[02:34.276]I’m making the rap songs or rap clones

[02:37.029]Confused ‘bout everything I’ve been passed through

[02:39.783]I keep on my path waiting for mind’s bloom

[02:42.276]Even my dream or family in different time zone

[02:45.027]I told Jessie, one day you’ll be on the Billboard

[02:47.525]I’m at side door

[02:48.776]Came a long way, no one mentors

[02:50.776]I hand out myself for stressed out

[02:53.027]Crowd is too loud, the only clown still making his own sound

[02:56.034]Remember this

[02:56.776]If u get a job u better not to give up on the things u did

[02:59.781]Specially the things u loved and u glad to wrote them on the list

[03:02.526]Feel the lines, he ( Sam X ) said so, so there is no fast flow

[03:04.973]My hands are cold then keep my head low...so hey and hello

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[03:08.237]Holding glass

[03:10.975]I think I’m selfish now

[03:13.723]I can’t even get outta my shadows around

[03:19.237]Holding glass

[03:22.235]I think I’m selfish now

[03:24.973]I can’t even get outta my shadows around

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[03:27.485]U tell me...

[03:28.224]U tell me...

[03:28.973]U tell me...

[03:29.724]U tell me...

[03:30.223]U tell me to lose that

[03:31.474]You gonna give back or just keep that?

[03:32.973]I’ll get my backpack

[03:34.223]No response well then I don’t need feedback

[03:35.973]Well I’ve been hiding my sword

[03:37.224]A meaningless payback, cuz I got a lotta scorn

[03:39.916]Sometimes I really wanna tell somebody that I’m so tired

[03:42.925]I’m stuck in my bars

[03:44.165]I feel like these negative thoughts are covering the scars

[03:47.167]But when I’m talking ‘bout it, everybody seems to hate that

[03:49.917]I gotta thanks about it how people taught me to release that