[00:00.00] 作词 : 王恩信/周芷璇

[00:01.00] 作曲 : 王恩信/周芷璇

[00:02.95]编曲：TanX

[00:05.32]混音：TanX

[00:06.97]母带：TanX

[00:12.08]verse1:

[00:12.32]已经忘了熬了几个通宵进行思想斗争

[00:14.92]究竟如何选择内心哪个声音值得去听

[00:17.72]可是决定之后自己是否真的能够做到

[00:20.70]总是逃避现实幻想生活能够出现救星

[00:23.68]就这样每天瘫软在家里的老式沙发上

[00:26.88]蜷缩在角落抱着酒瓶从天黑到天亮

[00:29.93]只有这样才能控制大脑进行思考

[00:32.52]也只有在这个小空间才没有别人打扰

[00:35.75]逐渐迷恋上这种状态

[00:38.23]体会着肆意糜烂的畅快

[00:40.15]这种感觉就像在

[00:41.91]站在悬崖边对死亡进行试探

[00:44.47]看匕首撕裂后这伤口几时才能溃烂

[00:47.50]像个罪犯 或是醉汉 都一样

[00:49.96]降生在这个世界就从来有没感受到被爱

[00:52.79]也从不配爱

[00:54.04]受够了被人冷落像异类般对待

[00:56.22]不甘于平凡的溃败

[00:57.66]孤身一人从未被许诺过沮丧时会在

[00:59.84]人格仿佛在分裂一切都如此的真切

[01:02.76]愈发疯狂和燥虑在一个又一个深夜

[01:05.46]又有谁能真的听见我心里最深处的怒吼

[01:08.61]徘徊在堕落的最边缘

[01:10.22]却没一个让我住手

[01:11.45]hook：

[01:12.33]I never been awake

[01:15.86]I never go to sleep

[01:18.36]I want to try again

[01:21.21]I don't want to die

[01:24.19]I never been awake

[01:27.39]I never go to sleep

[01:30.32]I want to try again

[01:32.72]I don't want to die

[01:36.61]Darkness gives me eyes

[01:39.48]I use it to see the whole world

[01:42.35]I enjoy loneliness

[01:45.24]So I couldn't sleep all night

[01:48.44]I’m falling down

[01:51.53]I’m falling down

[01:54.23]I’m falling down

[01:57.48]I’m falling down

[01:59.75]verse2:

[02:00.03]几近疯狂 当猩红映入双眼

[02:03.31]撕裂胸膛 用欲望进行装点

[02:06.69]抛开尊严 跪在金钱面前

[02:09.03]仅仅只为了在人群更加抢眼

[02:12.32]于是我选择更卖力的表演

[02:15.19]仿佛是一场勇敢者的冒险

[02:17.63]当品尝到蜂蜜之后变得愈发激进

[02:20.62]仅仅只为了头顶上的光环更加耀眼

[02:24.37]这难道就是我所追求的一切

[02:27.01]目的只为了引起更多的注意

[02:29.67]这值得骄傲吗 我甚至都不曾思考

[02:32.55]能给她她要的 不再担忧如何吃饱

[02:35.87]可我是否早已被现实麻痹

[02:38.38]甚至真实的自己早在多年前死去

[02:41.69]当心中最后一团烈火也燃烧殆尽

[02:44.61]如果是这样的话那我又该往哪去

[02:47.74]bridge：

[02:49.29]我常常问我自己

[02:50.79]这是否就是我想要的结果

[02:53.11]我究竟是得到了还是失去了

[02:55.12]我无法看得清楚 也变得愈发迷茫

[02:59.31]我无法把这一切归功于谁

[03:01.04]或是迁怒于谁

[03:02.80]对周围一切事物的感情

[03:04.85]都变得不再像以往般强烈

[03:06.95]但是 我不想就此沉沦

[03:09.23]可我又应当如何走出来

[03:12.37]I never been awake

[03:15.34]I never go to sleep

[03:18.54]I want to try again

[03:21.53]I don't want to die

[03:24.23]I never been awake

[03:27.32]I never go to sleep

[03:30.30]I want to try again

[03:33.00]I don't want to die

[03:36.42]Darkness gives me eyes

[03:39.44]I use it to see the whole world

[03:42.48]I enjoy loneliness

[03:45.44]So I couldn't sleep all night

[03:48.36]I’m falling down

[03:51.53]I’m falling down

[03:54.21]I’m falling down

[03:57.51]I’m falling down