[00:00.000] 作词 : Dr.Free

[00:01.000] 作曲 : Dr.Free

[00:25.124]Betray myself

[00:26.623]换来了一点地位

[00:28.373]在台上时也有一堆

[00:29.624]逢场作戏的迷妹

[00:31.123]面子被现实击碎

[00:32.620]每天过得很疲惫

[00:34.278]但还是不愿放弃爬出

[00:35.767]垃圾堆的机会

[00:37.277]忌讳异类的气味

[00:38.777]把oversize扔出衣柜

[00:40.276]不想被挤兑

[00:41.429]你得具备鸡贼虚伪和愚昧

[00:43.180]从热泪盈眶变成了麻木冰冷

[00:46.172]做领袖的传声筒演讲不用听众听懂

[00:49.170]我像是浮士德

[00:50.680]和恶魔做交易

[00:52.179]如果想要多获得

[00:53.680]那就得多抛弃

[00:55.179]精心包装配高光给

[00:56.677]弟弟妹妹当案例

[00:58.180]可有谁会知道你生活

[00:59.680]艹蛋得像荒诞剧

[01:01.176]每个人都是矛盾体

[01:02.680]活在没结果的讨论里

[01:04.171]想要不顾一切但灵魂

[01:05.679]会在梦里不停拷问你

[01:07.176]黑色让人文主义的光芒变得微弱

[01:10.179]没错我疯了但我名字是哈姆雷特

[01:13.184]不想去爱 却不敢去恨

[01:16.177]不想去猜 又不敢去问

[01:18.929]不甘忍气吞声但不敢讲出气愤

[01:21.920]不愿只是叙述但不能发表议论

[01:25.179]不想去爱 却不敢去恨

[01:28.180]不想去猜 又不敢去问

[01:30.929]不甘忍气吞声但不敢讲出气愤

[01:33.929]不愿只是叙述但不能发表议论

[01:39.584]转眼又是一年

[01:41.827]上个申请季的纪念

[01:44.582]梦想是否只能祭奠

[01:47.835]但我还有意念

[01:49.585]之前一起玩的兄弟粉丝已经上千

[01:51.826]但我还在深夜对着paper熬夜发闲

[01:55.335]转眼又过八年 我是否还是少年

[01:58.334]是选平稳的路还想人生变得耀眼

[02:01.328]wanna be rebellious while clinging to a tenet

[02:05.584]like Antigone

[02:07.230]paths can be various but always scared of failures

[02:11.232]see who with me

[02:13.171]go out to seek the glory but wanna care for family

[02:17.672]my Odyssey

[02:19.171]hold on to our values but seeking those that's valuable

[02:23.668]changing time it is

[02:25.167]要不要去转学 他是否配的上我

[02:28.170]怀念高中的感觉 我玩过混过浪过

[02:31.170]想念过去的一切但我渐渐已经忘了

[02:34.171]但那未来的路我还从来没有逛过

[02:37.172]life is just a conflict

[02:40.171]remember who I come with

[02:43.171]I don't see what I've done with

[02:45.921]to break the loop there's no way

[02:49.171]不想去爱 却不敢去恨

[02:52.171]不想去猜 又不敢去问

[02:54.921]不甘忍气吞声但不敢讲出气愤

[02:57.921]不愿只是叙述但不能发表议论

[03:01.169]不想去爱 却不敢去恨

[03:04.088]不想去猜 又不敢去问

[03:06.835]不甘忍气吞声但不敢讲出气愤

[03:09.838]不愿只是叙述但不能发表议论