[00:00.000] 作词 : Upuk

[00:01.000] 作曲 : Upuk

[00:14.658]编曲/录音/混音：Upuk

[00:17.408]taswirligusiz bu gapla/这些话无法形容

[00:18.659]balkim hes kihansa/可能你也感受到了

[00:19.659]digan qahda sozlurumni kulak selip aglisag/当我说的时候如果你有认真听的话

[00:21.658]untuhusiz bu kunla/这些日子无法忘记

[00:23.157]kogulsizlik kapliwaldi/被不开心缠绕

[00:24.158]amma kulup turup nasihat kildim ozamga/但还是要笑着劝自己

[00:26.358]tilak tilidim tohra amal gimu axti/我许的愿也曾实现

[00:28.358]koglumda oyluhunum aldimhimu kaldi/心里想的也曾兑现

[00:30.608]tallaxta turup kaldim agkirammay rohsiz/可是要做出选择的时候我却不知所措

[00:32.608]boldi kagulukla kasun mayli elip keta bu janni/算了 就让该来的都来吧

[00:35.108]qidap kaldim kopka besimimha kim hamra/我承受了很多 没人能帮我分担压力

[00:37.108]sukutni baylik didim mayli hata quxansa/我把沉默当做财富 别人爱怎么想就怎么想吧

[00:39.608]zadi bulalmidim nema kerak bu janha/我始终不知道我到底需要的是什么

[00:41.358]koz aldim huwa izdap maga azirak nur barsa/眼前模糊 我需要一些光

[00:43.858]keqa karaghu tohra uzak bulundu bu tunla/夜晚很黑 也很漫长

[00:45.858]kozumga uyka kalmay hiyal kilima harkunda/整夜失眠 胡思乱想

[00:48.109]gahida mahrur turup pisant kimmisam hexnimini/有些时候会装作一切都无所谓

[00:50.107]aynuri quxup meni mahlub kilidu bazida/但是月光会打败我

[00:52.608]Now I have come to crossroads in my life/如今我走到人生十字路口

[00:57.608]always knew what the right path was/我知道哪条路是对的

[01:01.358]Without exception, I knew/毫无例外我都知道

[01:04.108]but I never took it, you know why/但是我从不走，你知道为什么吗？

[01:07.108]it was too hard/因为太苦了

[01:10.358]bazida oylap kalima nimixka bakima hakning kogliga/有时候我会想我为什么要顾及别人的感受

[01:12.108]biraw koglini oylayman dap ranjitip koydum ozumni/为了顾及别人的感受而伤害了自己

[01:14.108]bazida oylap kalima xahsiyatqirak bolsam agar/有时候我会想如果我有稍微那么一些自私

[01:16.609]xu keqilarda ispirit bilan kaydamaytim beximni/那些夜晚我是不是就不会用酒精来麻痹自己

[01:18.608]yakunga erixtim mana tohra yolla koz aldimda/我得到了总结 对的路就在我眼前

[01:20.858]karap turup yana ohxax kona sanamga yol aldim/却还是在继续着以前的步伐

[01:23.107]ahirda tikan yolla sanjilip tursa put astimha/最后当路上的刺扎在我脚上的时候

[01:25.108]qiximni qixlap yahan kulup didim bu mening tallixim/还是会强颜欢笑的说是我自己选择的路

[01:27.368]jawabsiz hammiga jawab izdap hamixa/没有答案 也在一直寻找答案

[01:29.358]qarqidim boldi hayatimni saldim baygiga/我累了 如果我把人生比喻成赛马

[01:31.608]muhim amas natija kerak amas xan xohrat/结局不重要了 荣誉不重要了

[01:34.302]ula janni tikip atlanhan bosa/他们在拼了命的赛跑

[01:34.801]man sayla kildim kaynida而我选择了享受路途的光景

[01:36.051]baxkila bax koturup uzup qikti aldimdin/所有人都变得比我优秀

[01:38.312]man yana ajiz kaldim utalmidim kaypiyatni/我还是没能战胜自己的情绪

[01:40.553]kozumni yumdum amma yana ohxax quxumda/闭上了眼睛 却还是在自己的梦中世界

[01:42.302]kulup kattim hatta kamlaxturammidim uykuni/我竟然连自己的睡眠都搞不好

[01:44.802]I'm too tired,too blind/我太累了，我又是个瞎子

[01:48.312]There was a time i could see/我可不是一直瞎

[01:50.552]And i have seen/我也看见过