[00:00.000] 作词 : Rudin白天/徐浩ABLE

[00:00.360] 作曲 : Rudin白天/徐浩ABLE

[00:00.720] 编曲 : 牙刷

[00:01.080]录音：AlistunStudio

[00:04.747]混音：杨秋儒

[00:09.633]母带：杨秋儒

[00:14.535]封面：Devilfish

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[00:20.073]Rudin白天：

[00:20.216]

[00:20.348]曾经的梦

[00:21.482]曾经的种种

[00:22.608]曾经的冲动

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[00:25.095]如今却总

[00:26.221]装听不懂

[00:27.416]抚不平的伤痛

[00:29.787]

[00:29.917]焦虑太过重

[00:31.060]怪我太普通

[00:32.345]淹没在这人群中

[00:35.940]

[00:38.224]快在压抑中失控

[00:40.095]乏力中失重

[00:41.037]自我麻痹中快支离破碎

[00:42.966]

[00:43.097]不断加剧的刺痛

[00:44.805]滑稽的举动

[00:45.899]面对打击我装作无所谓

[00:48.406]

[00:48.525]悲观情绪把我包围

[00:50.412]不断在为错误决定感到懊悔

[00:52.656]无数次的心软却总是被消费

[00:55.220]所以才会总是觉得社交好累

[00:57.600]

[00:57.728]I DON’T NEED SH1T

[00:58.852]又站在谁的对面

[01:00.618]又因为谁对谁亏欠

[01:02.448]MY HEART GOING BREAK

[01:03.709]画面在脑海中堆叠

[01:05.503]忘不掉他们的嘴脸

[01:07.343]

[01:07.468]原谅有些事情直到现在我才懂

[01:09.791]付出真心却换来的是无情的摆弄

[01:12.109]真相像是利剑把我变得千疮百孔

[01:14.716]太多负面情绪翻涌在我脑海中

[01:18.564]

[01:18.696]恶语像是冷枪

[01:19.880]像子弹打在身上

[01:20.968]使得我遍体鳞伤

[01:22.201]好痛

[01:23.183]

[01:23.776]灵魂遭遇捆绑

[01:24.730]血液却依旧滚烫

[01:25.918]翻涌进我的心脏

[01:27.132]躁动

[01:28.561]

[01:28.677]……

[01:38.045]

[01:38.161]曾经的梦

[01:39.405]曾经的种种

[01:40.541]曾经的冲动

[01:42.973]

[01:43.095]如今却总

[01:44.257]装听不懂

[01:45.427]抚不平的伤痛

[01:47.747]

[01:47.851]焦虑太过重

[01:49.096]怪我太普通

[01:50.364]淹没在这人群中

[01:53.953]

[01:56.193]快在压抑中失控

[01:57.747]乏力中失重

[01:58.862]自我麻痹中快支离破碎

[02:01.329]

[02:01.455]不断加剧的刺痛

[02:02.809]滑稽的举动

[02:03.917]面对打击我装作无所谓

[02:06.323]

[02:06.433]悲观情绪把我包围

[02:08.313]不断在为错误决定感到懊悔

[02:10.703]无数次的心软却总是被消费

[02:13.098]所以才会总是觉得社交好累

[02:15.440]

[02:15.587]徐浩ABLE：

[02:15.882]

[02:16.065]其实有时疲惫来自不公平的对比

[02:18.784]垃圾清理不完就全丢在大脑堆积

[02:20.980]改变不了过去改变不了未来的轨迹

[02:23.285]都在成长变冷静炽热也变成了灰烬

[02:25.977]

[02:26.097]逐渐享受一个人的安静

[02:28.601]这机会不多在复杂的环境

[02:31.096]思考过去的我迷失在了哪里

[02:33.464]什么时候成为了生活的杂役

[02:35.592]

[02:35.706]没有人有义务不求回报帮你

[02:38.131]深陷泥潭才将身边的人想起

[02:41.371]陪伴是苦难附送的奖品

[02:43.331]帮你打破被上天设置的僵局

[02:45.707]

[02:45.919]有人把责任都推给自己年少

[02:48.056]有人不在乎肩上扛多少重量

[02:50.588]不过都在罪恶的城市中潜逃

[02:53.042]把善良挂在脸上

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[03:00.239]出品：艾利斯顿ALISTUN

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