[00:00.000] 作词 : RockyT

[00:01.000] 作曲 : RockyT

[00:02.000] 编曲 : Xi_Mars

[00:17.676]混音：RockyT

[00:19.051]封面：灵魂缔造

[00:20.258]采样：美国艺术家索尔·勒维特写给好友伊娃·黑塞的信

[00:21.958]《Letters Alive》中，Benedict Cumberbatch原声

[00:22.630]窗外一片星空 我睡眼惺忪

[00:25.101]飞机缓缓起飞而我理想正在落地

[00:27.582]我假装轻松 装铁布金钟

[00:30.100]一边熬夜一边感叹不规律的作息

[00:32.874]你问我为何睡眼惺忪 我尝试让自己清醒

[00:36.110]太阳升起入睡 我和时差不离形影

[00:38.674]不要叮咛我 我喜欢清净的

[00:41.075]每到夜晚我会一个人数星星

[00:43.855]也只有夜晚是我灵魂的居所

[00:46.630]但这种居所 **** 七天也只有七个

[00:49.438]将它们打包放在太阳的西侧 不欺我

[00:52.325]最伟大的作品是我熬夜的巨作

[00:55.243]我依然觉得白天吵闹 就像唱歌跑调

[00:58.257]Hold on Hold on 这比喻并不好笑

[01:01.595]吵闹的事物让我感到了唾弃

[01:03.336]我不想逢场作戏 我没哭 只是短暂的啜泣

[01:07.443]Dear Eva,April14

[01:10.408]It will be almost a month since you wrote to me and you have possibly forgotten your state of mind (I doubt it though).

[01:16.484]You seem the same as always, and being you, hate every minute of it.

[01:23.107]Don’t! Learn to say “**** You” to the world once in a while.

[01:27.723]You have every right to.

[01:29.158]可是他们不知道 他们不知道的是

[01:31.782]真实的道路 踏过了谎言和梦境

[01:34.607]梦境 right 就是睡觉的那种梦境

[01:37.708]每天睡了三个小时 我怎么会有梦境

[01:40.249]不是喜欢去熬夜

[01:41.793]只是琐事在摇曳

[01:43.059]就像歌词被剽窃

[01:44.345]还得给他们道谢

[01:45.917]如果来到北京就算见过世面的话

[01:48.348]那生在巴黎的人是不是都不会失恋

[01:51.396]如果安静的死亡没想的那么可怕

[01:53.899]当我死后将会带走世间上一半欺骗

[01:56.991]人们盲目的逐流

[01:58.292]忽略了适不适合

[01:59.793]都是转瞬的蜉蝣

[02:00.689]灵魂会直面地核

[02:02.264]我已经忘了我的理想 可我还记得

[02:05.648]我以前想搞科研 现在想要一辆汽车

[02:08.332]draw & paint your fear & anxiety.

[02:10.249]And stop worrying about big,

[02:14.146]deep things such as “to decide on a purpose and way of life,

[02:18.720]a consistent approach to even some impossible end or even an imagined end.”

[02:24.980]You must practice being stupid, dumb,

[02:28.816]unthinking, empty. Then you will be able to DO.

[02:36.236]我像是一块石头 或许激不起水花

[02:39.138]但存在千百万年我也一样的伟大

[02:42.046]像是袋鼠不食肉 壁虎他割断了尾巴

[02:44.783]有些事情无法改变只能随时间挥发

[02:47.794]总有人打着emo的幌子 无病呻吟

[02:50.594]当褪下面具后的脸庞 面目狰狞

[02:53.213]如果回答会被同化那我 从未登临

[02:56.089]那就隐蔽自己 藏身这座黑暗森林