[00:00.000] 作词 : Aether赵悦凌

[00:01.000] 作曲 : Aether赵悦凌

[00:06.754]Mixed by ZConDaBeats

[00:10.005]beat by LaloProductionsBeatz

[00:12.012]ICDEM

[00:12.760]Disillusion

[00:27.790]幻灭

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[00:28.541]反复无常 地穿梭在半梦 半醒间

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[00:31.044]幻灭

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[00:32.047]时间定格 眼前画面 如残影般

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[00:34.575]幻灭

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[00:35.305]得失是非荣辱成败在一念之间

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[00:38.060]幻灭

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[00:38.811]昼夜不分黑白颠倒 天旋地转

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[00:41.336]大脑彻底放空

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[00:42.589]沉 浸在想象中

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[00:44.091]趁 机肆意畅游

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[00:45.855]血丝布满双瞳

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[00:47.599]现实幻感大不相同

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[00:49.354]却悄无声息相融

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[00:51.106]真实感不长久

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[00:52.859]幻灭灌进伤口

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[00:54.362]视线在扭曲

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[00:55.366]在这场游戏

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[00:56.366]要出人头地

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[00:57.374]真只能投机，取巧？

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[00:58.622]胜负难得以预料

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[00:59.624]付出显得不必要

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[01:00.876]仿佛陷入了泥沼

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[01:02.379]前面路更是虚缈

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[01:03.632]反复去斤斤计较

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[01:05.134]做着无谓的比较

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[01:06.137]终于忘记了自己才是依靠

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[01:07.893]那倒不如守株待这兔

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[01:09.894]反正都是嫌贫爱着富

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[01:11.146]生活账单还要挨个付

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[01:13.150]怎敢说钱是身外之物

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[01:14.903]来来回回任人摆和布

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[01:16.155]真相如何才能盖得住

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[01:17.910]等我推倒前人栽的树

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[01:19.162]是否又能忘记来时路

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[01:22.167]记忆是什么

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[01:23.671]我不知道 我不知道 我不知道

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[01:25.675]反复去揣摩成了我唯一的嗜好

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[01:29.185]我迟早会被幻灭感吞噬

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[01:31.940]麻木得语无伦次 麻木得不省人事

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[01:35.947]幻灭

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[01:36.698]反复无常 地穿梭在半梦 半醒间

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[01:39.704]幻灭

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[01:40.206]时间定格 眼前画面 如残影般

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[01:42.941]幻灭

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[01:43.451]得失是非荣辱成败在一念之间

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[01:46.452]幻灭

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[01:47.198]昼夜不分黑白颠倒 天旋地转

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[01:49.716]幻灭

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[01:50.706]反复无常 地穿梭在半梦 半醒间

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[01:52.711]幻灭

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[01:53.647]时间定格 眼前画面如残影般

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[01:56.654]幻灭

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[01:58.157]得失是非荣辱成败在一念之间

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[02:00.160]幻灭

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[02:01.161]昼夜不分黑白颠倒 天旋地转

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[02:02.914]诶诶我忘了 幻想应该趋于完美

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[02:04.918]必须完美 才会跟我 极其般配

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[02:06.671]现实里 所有人 极力反对

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[02:08.423]要么 就是换汤 不换药的 低级谄媚

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[02:10.175]一直反复 说我绝不 轻易言悔

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[02:11.931]指着镜子 对着我说 "你去忏悔"

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[02:13.682]就算 得不到 一句安慰

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[02:15.185]我的信条 始终由我 继续捍卫

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[02:16.940]是期望值太高

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[02:18.443]结果才 注定是 造成了 这般的落差

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[02:20.698]见招拆招

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[02:21.974]却 未料想 付出了 如此的代价

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[02:24.197]没留得柴烧

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[02:25.698]幻灭感 让我 时刻在 害怕

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[02:27.703]拿精神去开销

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[02:28.705]那些个 初衷还 在吗 还在吗

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[02:31.208]幻灭