[00:00.000] 作词 : LeeyOn李昂

[00:01.000] 作曲 : LeeyOn李昂

[00:09.667]编曲：Oran

[00:20.540]播放的电视像是逼我吃的药

[00:23.103]我一分钟只有三十次心跳

[00:25.347]通讯录里的人被我一个个删掉

[00:27.922]关掉手机但是没有去睡觉

[00:30.209]我仿佛失联

[00:31.633]我习惯失眠

[00:32.770]在分开之后

[00:33.911]持续好几年

[00:35.341]我可以把骂我的人都给忽略

[00:37.625]却不敢再听你分享过的音乐

[00:40.194]我尝试呐喊 你也听不见

[00:42.476]我不够大胆 再见一面

[00:45.041]我现在过生日都不再许愿

[00:46.755]只希望下场大雨能让整个城市断电

[00:49.893]日落渗透天空又把黄昏渲染

[00:52.462]还有多少分钟撑过这个夜晚

[00:54.744]现实梦境不停往返

[00:56.739]感谢痛苦成为我的灵感

[00:59.311]停止我的呼吸 再把全部灯关掉

[01:09.027]让我沉入海底 所有人都找不到

[01:19.617]cuz I hate myself

[01:29.041]I always hate myself more than anyone else

[01:38.754]像是有个恶魔住进我的身体

[01:41.322]看似好的生活却又深不见底

[01:43.605]那些爱情电影像是陷阱

[01:45.887]都在骗你 但又不能保持清醒

[01:48.469]所以千万别邀请我参加你的婚礼

[01:51.045]我真的再也不想成为你身后的风景

[01:53.614]但我尝试去爱的人全都不见踪影

[01:55.899]我为了成为你的一部分却丢了自己

[01:58.757]I'm scared to go and I‘m scared to die

[02:00.765]and I'm running so slow but I don't know why

[02:03.327]give me painkillers I'll take it one more time

[02:05.611]I can't fall asleep but I close my eyes

[02:08.161]我把不该说的话全都说了一遍

[02:10.730]让我后悔的事情从此又多了一件

[02:13.015]我看着镜子里的自己感觉如此讨厌

[02:17.593]停止我的呼吸 再把全部灯关掉

[02:27.561]让我沉入海底 所有人都找不到

[02:37.843]cuz I hate myself

[02:47.557]I always hate myself more than anyone else

[03:02.699]fly away....

[03:16.967]I don't want to hate myself anymore

[03:19.245]I don't want to hate myself anymore

[03:21.812]I don't want to hate myself anymore

[03:24.093]I don't want to hate myself anymore

[03:26.660]I don't want to hate myself anymore

[03:28.939]I don't want to hate myself anymore

[03:31.489]I don't want to hate myself anymore

[03:34.061]I don't want to hate myself anymore

[03:51.463]I don't want to hate myself anymore

[03:59.183]混音/母带：白羽

[04:01.748]吉他录制：袁一萌

[04:04.878]监制：药于晏