[00:00.00] 作词 : Sil veryboi/eiteen

[00:01.00] 作曲 : Sil veryboi/eiteen

[00:02.00] 编曲 : Bezimeni Music

[00:03.00] 混音&母带 : 成明/Sil veryboi

[00:04.00] 视觉设计 : 杨云帆

[00:05.00] 出品 : 网易云上x讯飞音乐

[00:16.92]- Sil veryboi-

[00:17.10] tell my mom i feel allright

[00:19.35] i am not kid so i will not cry

[00:21.24]尽管他们都在笑我没交代

[00:23.67]逝去的时间不会倒带

[00:25.59]每个夜晚我会用布洛芬止住我头疼

[00:28.56]逃不掉那梦魇尽管抽身

[00:30.45]药片在我胃头翻滚

[00:31.71]物质会把精神战胜

[00:32.79]我的泪在眼角残存

[00:33.93]怪我懦弱翻不过的这座山

[00:35.58]我向深渊妥协

[00:36.87] but i cant die

[00:38.16]不明白我为何存在

[00:39.96]我喊的声嘶力竭

[00:41.31]原地等待

[00:42.51]很无奈呐喊也被覆盖

[00:44.46] always be alone

[00:45.93]无人在意的

[00:46.95] just like a stone

[00:48.06]会被代替的

[00:49.35]挣扎在每个夜不能寐

[00:51.99]我跌入崩溃

[00:52.32]- eiteen-

[00:52.41]是现实还是梦境

[00:54.87]想挣脱都不容易

[00:57.12]我需要一点勇气

[00:59.34]在尘埃中盛开

[01:01.26]我寻找光的踪影

[01:03.57]它透过手指缝隙

[01:05.88]不管我怎么用力

[01:08.34] it always not be mine

[01:10.23] Never learned to read my mind

[01:12.09] but things Ican't hide

[01:19.38]也没什么好谈

[01:21.48]反正我会等待

[01:26.76] im waitin for you

[01:27.33] cross the ocean of my mind

[01:28.17]- Sil veryboi-

[01:29.37]我在噩梦中醒来

[01:30.69]让时间都停摆

[01:31.95]恶魔在 sing that song

[01:33.63]我没办法再次一笔带过

[01:35.73]祈求上天帮我一定摆脱

[01:38.01]命运掐住我的脉搏好像在说

[01:40.20]让我沉沦不想让我再次快活

[01:42.54]让我坠入陷阱让我一错再错

[01:44.82]你的罪恶再也没人帮你开脱

[01:46.83]- eiteen-

[01:46.95]不想再 take the pills在难熬的晚上

[01:49.68]我跌倒了谷底也能爬到山上

[01:52.11]有太多的注视在等着我倒下

[01:54.24]我迈小的步子都一样能到达

[01:56.73]擦干我眼角的泪

[01:58.11]嘘我的声音在推着我背

[02:00.39]日夜兼程的我奋力在追

[02:03.99]- eiteen& Sil veryboi-

[02:04.20]是现实还是梦境

[02:06.63]想挣脱都不容易

[02:08.82]我需要一点勇气

[02:11.16]在尘埃中盛开

[02:13.05]我寻找光的踪影

[02:15.63]它透过手指缝隙

[02:17.64]不管我怎么用力

[02:19.74] it always not be mine

[02:22.08] Never learned to read my mind

[02:26.55] but things Ican't hide

[02:31.32]也没什么好谈

[02:33.27]反正我会等待

[02:38.49] im waitin for you

[02:39.09] cross the ocean of my mind