[00:00.00] 作词 : Sky Ocean

[00:00.00] 作曲 : Sky Ocean

[00:00.00] 编曲 : Sky Ocean

[00:00.00]吉他:周子杰

[00:07.30]制作人:周子杰/马瑞鹏/陈泽坤

[00:25.56]I've been counting the waves on the wall in my room,Too soon to view what'sleftof you

[00:29.28]It's notbecause I'm bored, of course,

[00:30.87]It's becauseI don't know what to do,

[00:32.55]So, maybe framing myself every time I feel attacked,

[00:34.95]Only lasted long enough for me to want the good times to come back,

[00:37.71]And love is only a beautiful image when it's sitting in the trash,

[00:40.89]Or maybe dwelling on the negative only negates the rest,

[00:43.41]Or cheating death is not the same as cheating on a test,

[00:45.78]And the only right seed that can put a bullet in my chest,

[00:47.73]Possibly too self-righteous to even slightly suggest,

[00:50.40]There's a presence in these walls and my flaws can entirely attest,

[00:54.81]I know it's easy to look at someone who's crazy and not know what to do,

[00:57.42]But if you didn't have something this vital and you wanted it, I promise, you'd be crazy too,

[01:02.22]'Cause the world sometimes feels like it's not a safe place,

[01:05.43]Like you're forced to be born and then told you're gonna die someday,

[01:07.95]Or maybe the lights were left on, but God has moved on,

[01:10.08]And walked into the kitchen nook to book himself another three-night stay,

[01:13.11]No, Jesus, forgive me, I don't know where to go from here,

[01:16.50]Losing someone I love out of death and then losing myself out of fear,

[01:19.86]To all the people relying on a miracle who are still miraculously here,

[01:23.94]There's no way you don't matter because your family is here,

[01:29.49]So, bury a light so someone else can dig it up,

[01:31.77]It's enough just to know,

[01:33.24]I can barely handle this love,

[01:34.92]Bury a light so you won't have to cling onto your past,

[01:38.28]Just a dash and a splash more to mix in until you never have to drink it again,

[01:42.27]And you can always come back,

[01:45.18]I got a text message from a friend,

[01:46.95]He said his mother was dead,

[01:48.27]He said, "She still said we could drop the crystal meth off in Calexico and grab a bite to eat in El Centro, head down to Blythe and smoke a pack of cigarettes until we're left with nothing but crushes and menthols",

[01:58.80]And then she said, "I'm sorry, but that's just how this spiral goes",

[02:04.92]But I want to tell you, there's nothing poetic in craving death,

[02:07.98]There's nothing beautiful about wanting to die,

[02:10.11]But there's something beautiful about having those thoughts,

[02:12.27]Honoring them,

[02:13.08]Recognizing that you're better than them,

[02:14.88]And then choosing life instead,

[02:16.50]Because I promise, you're worth having here,

[02:20.07]Because your perspective is something only you possess,

[02:22.35]And that's beautiful,

[02:23.07]It adds a flavor to this world that we wouldn't have otherwise,

[02:25.53]So I'm telling you now, it's vital that you stay alive,

[02:30.18]Yeah, you