[00:00.000] 作词 : Young Harry

[00:01.000] 作曲 : Young Harry

[00:23.784]Hate overthinking at night

[00:25.295]So I put it in my music

[00:26.928]And I got these drugs by my side

[00:28.432]So Imma keep abusing

[00:29.685]My past still haunt me

[00:31.197]But what scare me the most be my future

[00:32.701]Snorted a line my heart race so fast

[00:34.459]I still wish I could go back

[00:35.965]To the times my dad was alive

[00:37.479]Up at night I send u phone texts

[00:39.234]You got yo ​son here cryin

[00:40.740]Driving down this road I know I'll crash

[00:41.998]Fake ones I left behind

[00:43.503]I got xanax for to balance the low

[00:45.264]My loved ones died on me I still won't let go

[00:46.766]

[00:47.708]Open Instagram

[00:49.215]New haters

[00:49.966]Mocking me because I'm Asian

[00:51.479]Tell everybody I'm out of favors

[00:52.983]Want you a feature u better pay me

[00:54.238]This money made me crazy

[00:55.998]These niggaz rappers Caitli

[00:57.502]Jenner

[00:58.507]Y'all be on sum hoe shit

[00:59.764]Change y'all gender

[01:00.515]Tryna make my dreams come true

[01:01.767]Only my nightmares getting realer

[01:03.028]My sister don't like me trappin

[01:04.531]Shit our pops ain't here to pay her tuition

[01:06.037]Put my pride inside my pockets

[01:07.798]I don't even like to take no Trillers

[01:09.305]I don't wanna serve no more

[01:11.063]I don't wanna flip more fentanyl

[01:12.316]Steady tryna win

[01:13.824]Feel like I'm dying to live

[01:15.080]My demons calling me

[01:16.586]God I'm praying on my knees

[01:18.096]I'm taking all these pills

[01:19.598]That shit just help me feel better

[01:21.609]And I'll still write my brothers letters

[01:23.614]

[01:24.115]Hate overthinking at night

[01:25.378]So I put it in my music

[01:26.883]And I got these drugs by my side

[01:28.644]So Imma keep abusing

[01:29.897]My past still haunt me

[01:31.151]But what scare me the most be my future

[01:32.912]Snorted a line my heart race so fast

[01:34.917]I still wish I could go back

[01:36.428]To the times my dad was alive

[01:37.930]Up at night I send u phone texts

[01:39.440]You got yo ​son here cryin

[01:40.946]Driving down this road I know I'll crash

[01:42.455]Fake ones I left behind

[01:43.962]I got xanax for to balance the low

[01:45.662]My loved ones died on me I still won't let go

[01:47.169]

[01:48.110]I got me a bitch to hold me down

[01:49.868]Who always there to make me smile

[01:51.380]But she don't understand my pain at all

[01:52.883]She still don't know I risked it all

[01:54.388]Slip up once it's five years

[01:55.899]Dad died I wiped my tears

[01:57.653]Swear this my last year being broke 2021 my year

[02:00.666]Hate the fact I had to cry over a piece of paper

[02:03.682]Tryna be so numb forget my past that's why I take drugs

[02:06.448]Aborted all my kids whenever my condom had slipped up

[02:09.457]4 leaf clover on my neck I had to get my luck up

[02:12.468]I seen it all before me

[02:14.231]Looked out the window its stormy

[02:15.734]Even risked my life for the ones

[02:17.246]Who turnt out wasn't homies

[02:18.498]I started serving junkies then I ran up sum money

[02:21.515]I'll save it up to go to America

[02:23.777]I'm tryna make it out Korea

[02:24.781]

[02:25.031]Hate overthinking at night

[02:26.033]So I put it in my music

[02:27.286]And I got these drugs by my side

[02:28.797]So Imma keep abusing

[02:30.299]My past still haunt me

[02:31.555]But what scare me the most be my future

[02:33.314]Snorted a line my heart race so fast

[02:35.073]I still wish I could go back

[02:36.832]To the times my dad was alive

[02:38.087]Up at night I send u phone texts

[02:39.597]You got yo ​son here cryin

[02:41.353]Driving down this road I know I'll crash

[02:42.612]Fake ones I left behind

[02:44.117]I got xanax for to balance the low

[02:45.879]My loved ones died on me I still won't let go

[02:48.635]I still won't let go

[02:52.080]I still won't let go

[02:55.346]I still won't let go

[02:58.361]I still can't let go