[00:01.051]I try to make myself

[00:06.122]look happy on the surface

[00:10.468]but on the inside

[00:15.533]so nervous and so wordless

[00:19.598]Trying to love reality

[00:24.169]trying to love this tranquility

[00:28.730]As I feel I'm going forward

[00:33.569]As I get to another corner

[00:38.119]"Never give up" is an empty phrase

[00:42.675]And my thoughts stay in this haze

[00:47.241]and I hope these feelings are a phase...

[00:56.157]Where do I go? Where do I stand?

[01:01.249]I just can't seem to understand

[01:05.837]I'm so bored of trying to expand

[01:10.147]I'm sitting here with an empty hand

[01:19.283]But I guess these nerves are a part of me

[01:23.587]Maybe that's why I don't feel free

[01:28.909]tied to this feeling of anxiety

[01:33.473]Pulled down by gravity

[01:37.282]And these nerves have got the best of me

[01:42.109]this future is something I guarantee

[01:46.921]It's something I need to resolve

[01:51.747]If I want to evolve

[01:56.308]Acting like everything's okay

[02:00.382]putting on this positive display

[02:04.931]in front of everyone I know

[02:09.250]but when i'm alone the feelings overflow

[02:14.568]Why do I feel this way?

[02:18.636]By myself I start to decay

[02:23.217]Maybe I just wanted you to stay

[02:27.523]and I wanted you to say

[02:32.597]It's alright not to be feeling fine

[02:37.190]You can't feel that way all the time

[02:41.264]What's important is that when you feel good

[02:46.086]You can pause and feel more secure

[02:50.910]And maybe when you feel assured

[02:54.965]You can be in the moment and you wont feel so unsure

[03:00.289]Notice these feelings you're trying to endure

[03:04.597]Maybe it's the future you're fighting for.

[03:14.231]So I guess these nerves are a part of me

[03:18.532]Maybe that's why I don't feel free

[03:23.093]tied to this anxiety

[03:27.652]and pulled down by gravity

[03:31.722]And these nerves don't have all of me

[03:36.284]Because there's someone that I'm trying to be

[03:41.101]These nerves don't have all of me

[03:45.423]Because there's someone that I'm trying to be

[03:49.221]Trying to be...