[00:26.944]나는 한때 내가 이 세상에，

[00:30.426]사라지길 바랬어，

[00:32.673]온 세상이 너무나 캄캄해，

[00:35.971]매일 밤을 울던 날，

[00:38.586]차라리 내가 사라지면，

[00:41.441]마음이 편할까，

[00:43.874]모두가 날 바라보는 시선이，

[00:47.306]너무나 두려워，

[00:49.282]아름답게 아름답던，

[00:52.129]그 시절을 난 아파서，

[00:54.761]사랑받을 수 없었던，

[00:57.883]내가 너무나 싫어서，

[01:00.354]엄마는 아빠는 다，

[01:03.419]나만 바라보는데，

[01:05.705]내 마음은 그런 게 아닌데，

[01:08.915]자꾸만 멀어만 가，

[01:11.242]어떡해，

[01:13.889]어떡해，

[01:16.674]어떡해，

[01:18.824]어떡해，

[01:24.770]시간이 약이라는 말이 내게，

[01:28.601]정말 맞더라고，

[01:30.873]하루가 지나면 지날수록，

[01:34.153]더 나아지더라고，

[01:36.490]근데 가끔은 너무 행복하면 또，

[01:39.736]아파올까 봐，

[01:42.178]내가 가진 이 행복들을，

[01:44.913]누군가가 가져갈까 봐，

[01:47.193]아름다운 아름답던，

[01:49.777]그 기억이 난 아파서，

[01:52.609]아픈 만큼 아파해도，

[01:55.577]사라지지를 않아서，

[01:58.217]친구들은 사람들은，

[02:01.113]다 나만 바라보는데，

[02:03.714]내 모습은 그런 게 아닌데，

[02:06.786]자꾸만 멀어만 가，

[02:11.457]그래도 난 어쩌면，

[02:14.705]내가 이 세상에 밝은，

[02:18.586]빛이라도 될까 봐，

[02:22.705]어쩌면 그 모든 아픔을，

[02:26.393]내딛고서라도 짧게 빛을 내볼까 봐，

[02:34.129]포기할 수가 없어，

[02:37.282]하루도 맘 편히 잠들，

[02:40.636]수가 없던 내가，

[02:44.953]이렇게라도 일어서 보려고 하면，

[02:50.954]내가 날 찾아줄까 봐，

[02:56.657]아아아아아아아-，

[03:02.017]아아아아아아아-，

[03:07.570]아아아아아아아-，

[03:12.995]아아아아아아아-，

[03:17.882]얼마나，

[03:20.794]얼마나 아팠을까，

[03:23.443]얼마나，

[03:26.290]얼마나 아팠을까，

[03:29.169]얼마나，

[03:31.683]얼마나，

[03:34.561]얼마나，

[03:37.059]바랬을까。