[00:00.000] 作词 : Lord贺/tunnA beatz

[00:00.000] 作曲 : tunnA Beatz

[00:00.000]No one knows what goes on up inside my head

[00:04.218](没人知道我脑海里想的是什么)

[00:04.975]There's a new kind of poison and it's starting to spread

[00:10.220](一种新的毒药开始扩散)

[00:10.976]But I didn't think the antidote was in my hands

[00:15.969](但我找不到解药)

[00:16.468]I can change my plans, I can change my plans

[00:21.227](我可以改变计划……)

[00:22.724]当我的信息变成隔天才会回复

[00:25.220]当我的新歌你不再转发不再关注

[00:28.227]当我再三确认信号没被拦住

[00:30.723]当我发现跟你聊天越来越有难度

[00:33.477]不想说再见，过去的甜蜜总是再现

[00:36.472]不想说怀念，只想说一句好久不见

[00:39.222]不想说留恋，望着满墙的合影留念

[00:41.976]不想说抱歉，过去的过去无需悼念

[00:45.225]girl，我们在一起的时间真的越来越少

[00:48.477]是不是工作之后必须起的越来越早

[00:51.726]生活的重担，让你我都不得不成长

[00:53.723]谁曾想，成长的结果是如今对白的冷场

[00:56.718]过去吹的牛b我从来不曾抛在脑后

[00:59.471]真不好受

[01:00.224]那些大话现在看来多么的老久

[01:02.721]无关痛痒 过去你我之间什么都能共享

[01:05.473]不用想 你就是我最初的梦想

[01:08.223]No one knows what goes on up inside my head

[01:12.474](没人知道我脑海里想的是什么)

[01:12.728]There's a new kind of poison and it's starting to spread

[01:17.978](一种新的毒药开始扩散)

[01:18.476]But I didn't think the antidote was in my hands

[01:23.723](但我找不到解药)

[01:24.222]I can change my plans, I can change my plans

[01:29.226](我可以改变计划……)

[01:30.224]不想说埋怨的话，歌词没盘算着炸

[01:32.721]只是偶尔想起点滴记忆觉得格外的傻

[01:35.727]那年张扬的你爱说露锋芒的话

[01:38.470]而不再张狂的我想起那荒唐的夏

[01:41.219]说好的一起装逼一起飞，一起hustle一起追

[01:44.471]像风一样的日子短暂一去不复回

[01:46.967]说好的一起喝酒一起醉，一起拥抱一起睡

[01:50.229]深夜里的信息你到底回不回

[01:53.223]花总要绽放，人总要成长

[01:55.720]我也不得不去学着虚伪做戏逢场

[01:58.473]不想捧场

[01:59.226]却仍是盲人摸象 这种魔障

[02:01.223]才发现活成了当初最讨厌的模样

[02:03.719]成长的标志或许就是不断开始回忆

[02:06.726]也可能再也不会说话那么随意

[02:08.969]你想回避 却发现人生就是那么残忍

[02:11.719]缺憾的爱情如何才能完整，真的蛮蠢

[02:15.147]No one knows what goes on up inside my head

[02:20.150](没人知道我脑海里想的是什么)

[02:20.650]There's a new kind of poison and it's starting to spread

[02:25.896](一种新的毒药开始扩散)

[02:26.152]But I didn't think the antidote was in my hands

[02:31.144](但我找不到解药)

[02:31.898]I can change my plans, I can change my plans

[02:35.150](我可以改变计划……)

[02:38.847]I tried to find my reflection on the glass

[02:42.783](我试图在玻璃上找到我的倒影)

[02:43.536]But all I ever saw were the things I lack

[02:49.284](但我所看到的只是我缺少的东西)

[02:49.783]All the smudges on the mirror made me go insane

[02:54.542](镜子上的污渍让我发疯了)

[02:54.786]All I ever thought I was

[02:58.037](我一直以为我是)

[02:58.535]Was a mistake

[03:01.530](是一个错误）