[00:00.00] 作词 : 大C

[00:01.00] 作曲 : 大C

[00:02.00] 编曲 : 郭小峰/猴子军团MonkeyLegion

[00:03.00] 制作人 : 郭小峰

[00:26.37] how to get to the destination

[00:31.83] I’ ve been finding for a long time

[00:35.16] I feel there is no answer, but only much pressure

[00:41.01] a voice inside my head, tells me it’ s not bad

[00:46.65] I always only look on black side of my life

[00:51.12] And I suffer from the same story over and over

[00:58.65] There may be another door behind my back

[01:01.53] That can free my pain and keep me away from negative emotion

[01:08.16] I will hide my feeling

[01:09.57] Just pretend i’ am happy

[01:12.12] Cuz I know, everyone loves words of praise

[01:17.43] I will hide my feeling

[01:19.77] Just pretend i’ am happy

[01:24.30] Cuz I know, this is what you want

[01:31.11] so I am talking with myself

[01:35.40] try to find the way to escape from the cage

[01:39.24] hatred and rage are still by my side

[01:45.63] do I really belong here， I ask myself

[01:50.49] I always only look on black side of my life

[01:54.27] And I suffer from the same story over and over

[02:02.46] There may be another door behind my back

[02:05.34] That can free my pain and keep me away from negative emotion

[02:12.09] I will hide my feeling

[02:13.38] Just pretend i’ am happy

[02:15.90] Cuz I know, everyone loves words of praise

[02:21.15] I will hide my feeling

[02:23.58] Just pretend i’ am happy

[02:26.55] Cuz I know, this is what you want

[02:28.65] I don’ t know where to go

[02:29.55] I feel I’ m always wrong

[02:31.59] No matter what I can do

[02:33.66] I feel I’ m always wrong

[02:39.00] I don’ t know where to go

[02:43.80] I feel I’ m always wrong

[02:46.35] No matter what I can do

[02:48.75] I feel I’ m always wrong

[02:53.73] I don’ t know where to go

[02:54.75] life gets stuck in the loop

[02:56.49] how did I turn into

[02:57.42] who I didn’ t want to be

[02:59.25] I don’ t understand why I take the wrong line

[03:01.47] I feel depressed in every day and night

[03:03.72] should I change from the inside out

[03:05.22] i need someone to hear me out

[03:07.56] please hear me， help me

[03:10.08] let me get back to who I used to be

[03:15.21] I won’ t hide my feeling

[03:21.33] Just pretend i’ am happy

[03:25.86] Cuz I know, this the price I have to pay

[03:32.16] I won’ t hide my feeling

[03:45.27] Just pretend i’ am happy

[03:47.46] Cuz I know

[03:51.72] I won’ t hide my feeling OH...

[03:59.22] Cuz I know, this the price to pay

[04:18.00] Cuz I know, this isn’ t what I want