[00:00.000] 作词 : 一寸灰

[00:01.000] 作曲 : 一寸灰

[00:05.142]编曲：CuD

[00:09.390]混音：TimeMachine

[00:12.145]母带：TimeMachine

[00:15.652]片段截取自《海边的曼彻斯特》

[00:24.667]Pat: Let‘s just go

[00:26.675]Lee: Wtf are u doing

[00:27.925]Pat: I just said let’s go inside

[00:29.179]Lee: No, you said let’s just go, and then you get out of the car? u?

[00:31.182]Pat: I meant let’s go inside. What’s your problem?

[00:32.186]Lee: What the matter with u? I could have ripped your f leg off

[00:34.445]Pat: Okay Okay. I’m sorry I misused the English language

[00:38.948]......

[00:43.207]Pat: I’m sorry Uncle Lee

[00:44.962]Lee: I’m sorry too. I just get scared.

[00:48.662]看着空荡荡的冰箱

[00:50.164]不知为何心会痛

[00:52.171]Sorry for the young me

[00:53.168]for been such an asshole

[00:54.987]我踉踉跄跄

[00:55.995]跌进这漆黑的无底洞

[00:58.237]一看洞底葬的

[00:59.489]都是我粉碎的梦

[01:01.246]这世界真浮躁

[01:02.494]都想赚钱来的快

[01:04.207]可再多钞票

[01:05.210]还是为了一荤两个菜

[01:07.466]鸡汤混毒药

[01:08.464]灌进学生们的脑袋

[01:10.467]嘴上说不要

[01:11.470]心底藏得不到的爱

[01:13.475]我害怕孤独

[01:14.477]可如今孤独却成了习惯

[01:16.478]我害怕失败

[01:17.479]因为肩上背着太多期盼

[01:19.734]我害怕分离

[01:20.486]可生活把游子分隔彼岸

[01:22.744]游子看着大海

[01:23.994]倾诉没留住的遗憾

[01:26.000]熬过无数个深夜

[01:27.064]都是民谣配着酒精

[01:29.073]歌里的男主角

[01:30.071]有点像我这个傻逼

[01:32.076]麻木享受

[01:32.834]生命之水渗透每个神经

[01:35.088]把酒满上

[01:35.834]一口干了敬我们的曾经

[01:38.076]我讨厌大雨

[01:38.835]让天空都变的黯然失色

[01:41.081]我环顾四周

[01:41.838]看着周围人心拘泥叵测

[01:44.333]我装作无所

[01:45.085]谓的样子表情怡然自乐

[01:47.343]我怕我永远

[01:48.093]被困在海边的曼彻斯特

[01:50.350]我不再期待长大

[01:51.600]想让指针停止转

[01:53.623]经历许多感情却

[01:54.839]还忘不了那一段

[01:56.741]付出的真心不如

[01:57.978]他随手点的赞

[01:59.616]是世界变了还是

[02:00.857]我们都成了混蛋

[02:02.857]Lee: Patty?

[02:04.114]Pat: I think there’s sth wrong with me

[02:06.149]Lee: What do u mean? Like what? Are u sick?

[02:07.879]Pat: I don’t know.

[02:11.374]I felt really weird. I think I’m havin’ a panic attack

[02:15.131]Lee: What do u mean? Hey!

[02:15.885]Pat: I don’t know, could u get that sht outta here plz

[02:18.636]Lee: Get rid of what?

[02:20.391]Pat: I don’t know. I don’t know

[02:22.147]Lee: the food? You want me to get rid of the food?

[02:25.150]Pat: I don’t know...

[02:27.178]那些期望像大山把我压的喘不过气

[02:30.160]我选择活在把海底悲伤黑暗留给自己

[02:33.666]活了十七年还没找到我存在的意义

[02:36.176]我来人间一趟像来参加自己的葬礼

[02:39.184]开始就把结局看透

[02:40.695]努力又能怎么办呢

[02:42.439]最烦那些人前舔着

[02:43.955]逼脸背后瞎扯淡的

[02:45.448]躺在房间微醺醉后

[02:46.951]发小来电劝我算了

[02:48.469]没有他们撑在背后

[02:49.978]爷的信念早就断了

[02:51.462]不如睡个觉吧等睁开眼又是新一天

[02:54.963]冰冷空气塞满了没有你的房间

[02:58.228]安眠药能让我今晚过的好受些

[03:01.231]安全感竟来自床头放的半包烟

[03:04.233]我怕我回家没能成为爸妈的骄傲

[03:06.756]我怕表白她让我照照镜子撒泡尿

[03:10.022]人生像盘棋我自愿栽进仙人跳

[03:13.256]活在钢筋水泥丛林中压低了鸭舌帽

[03:17.513]Lee: and they are really glad they have u

[03:19.017]Pat: I know I know, I mean they’re great, but...w...Why can’t u stay?

[03:27.784]Lee: come on patty

[03:32.538]I can’t beat it...

[03:36.644]I can’t beat it...

[03:39.881]I’m sorry.