[00:00.000] 作词 : 粉血症

[00:01.000] 作曲 : 粉血症/Egco蔡唯真

[00:19.926]Feel the sun rising

[00:20.936]感受日出

[00:21.436]Find the right timing

[00:22.177]找好时间

[00:22.677]She's gonna finish her whole life

[00:23.432]她就要结束了

[00:24.684]All the love demising with drug providing

[00:25.936]逐渐消失的爱

[00:27.681]Can't take this beautiful life

[00:29.436]这种美丽人生太棒了

[00:29.934]Man l just see with my own eyes

[00:32.430]我只是在说着我亲眼看到的

[00:32.684]You can laugh at it but don't cry

[00:34.926]你可以笑但别哭

[00:35.437]I'm not Dramatizing, no dramatizing

[00:37.676]我没有夸大

[00:38.187]No 'realizing just 'paralyzing'

[00:39.931]不再清醒，只剩麻木

[00:42.181]喊着“我没偷那四块钱”

[00:43.937]再有力的辩解他们都说她故意掩饰.

[00:46.432]隔天在四年级五班布满阳光的教室

[00:48.927]她课桌上被几个同学刻上了几行小字

[00:53.687]老师说你要不是这样的人就不会有这样的巧事

[00:58.936]而她却感到了周围所有的嘲讽藐视

[01:01.186]又是平常的一天，她挂着微笑走到家

[01:03.929]隔着墙她就听到了他们又在吵架

[01:06.435]推开门，是她的母亲哭着趴在地上

[01:09.186]后面那个男人露出笑容又握紧棍棒

[01:14.178]幸运之神眷顾别人却从不在此路过

[01:16.931]她觉得生活它就这样吧也还能接受

[01:21.935]Feel the sun rising

[01:23.432]Find the right timing

[01:24.686]She's gonna finish her whole life

[01:26.682]All the love demising with drug providing

[01:29.677]Can't take this beautiful life .

[01:31.432]Man l just see with my own eyes

[01:34.427]You can laugh at it but don't cry

[01:36.936]I'm not Dramatizing, no dramatizing

[01:39.931]No 'realizing' just 'paralyzing'

[01:42.181]走出了灵堂,她没有笑当然更没有哭

[01:44.678]就和平常一样收拾好卧室拿起书

[01:47.684]她听到防盗门被轻轻打开

[01:49.682]又重重关上

[01:50.679]她说那是她六年级毕业的第一天晚上

[01:52.934]那男人说我养你十二年只想求一点回报

[01:55.930]边说边靠近她她感受到酒气在围绕

[02:03.373]从此她性格就改变了

[02:05.124]却没人见过

[02:06.123]毕竟这里早忽略了青少年心理建设

[02:08.377]才几年间隔

[02:09.628]纯真就没了线索

[02:13.623]她认识到了小云，也交了新的男友

[02:18.754]她男友和她同样星座但大她一轮

[02:21.262]而校南楼天台上身影常是她和小云

[02:24.014]互相交换着苦楚和痛

[02:26.010]两人无数个梦

[02:26.755]千丝万缕 她似乎遗忘了现实多重

[02:29.005]这几乎是 她从来都没有过的感觉

[02:32.011]是友情还是爱? 她说她已不能判别

[02:35.764]于是日子过着,就这样一直过着

[02:37.004]直到小云遇到补课放学后的货车

[02:39.258]司机从后视镜没看到视野盲区的小云

[02:44.504]Feel the sun rising

[02:46.014]Find the right timing

[02:47.257]She's gonna finish her whole life

[02:49.507]All the love demising with drug providing

[02:52.219]Can't take this beautiful life

[02:54.216]Man I just see with my own eyes

[02:56.966]You can laugh at it but don't cry

[02:59.461]I'm not Dramatizing, no dramatizing

[03:02.714]No 'realizing' just 'paralyzing'

[03:07.718]连身体发生变化也从来都没注意

[03:09.968]偶尔反胃甚至呕吐却保持正常体温

[03:12.963]直到两条红杠出现敲碎了所有疑问

[03:17.968]给男友打电话?那人早了无音讯了

[03:21.962]把桌子踢烂了又推倒

[03:22.961]摸着那男人给他留下的疤

[03:24.715]喊着:“我不想再崩溃掉!”

[03:26.910]接下来的几个月她就整天盯着手机傻笑

[03:31.157]学校关于她的流言不断演变和发酵

[03:36.162]旁人发现她神情逐渐涣散和暗淡

[03:39.168]紧盯着他们像怕被暗算

[03:41.169]于是就判断

[03:44.164]她根本听不到那些人对她言语攻击

[03:46.414]她在想方设法去尝试逃离这一切

[03:49.164]每过一夜,这种想法就越来越急切

[03:51.419]qq给小云发了“抱歉，我不想再被戏弄”

[03:54.168]突然兴奋地说真正的方法只有一种

[03:56.910]站在校南楼天台恍惚又见到了小云

[03:59.161]她径直往前走伴随回忆在交错

[04:01.915]最后一眼，深秋的花瓣和她一同凋落

[04:04.410]哦对了那天老师留的作文题目叫做...

[04:07.164]Feel the sun rising

[04:08.661]Find the right timing

[04:10.166]She's gonna finish her whole life

[04:11.668]All the love demising with drug providing

[04:14.659]Can't take this beautiful life

[04:16.913]Man I just see with my own eyes

[04:19.411]You can laugh at it but don't cry

[04:22.164]I'm not Dramatizing, no dramatizing

[04:25.412]No 'realizing' just 'paralyzing'