[00:00.00] 作词 : 风范/K.O.R

[00:00.68] 作曲 : 风范/K.O.R

[00:01.37]注:本故事由朋友亲身经历改编，如有雷同，纯属巧合

[00:12.66]早就不信童话我爸已经撕裂了那颗心

[00:15.61]急着让自己长大 是为了保护我伤心的母亲

[00:18.87]已习惯空气中散发着危险还有不安的味道

[00:22.03]充斥背叛争吵的过去打磨我敏感的骄傲

[00:25.09]痛苦逼迫我独立

[00:26.66]用叛逆反抗暴力

[00:28.28]香烟酒精和女人不过是抵挡恐惧的武器

[00:31.36]我数不清我有过多少女人喝过多少酒

[00:35.01]我点起一支烟又跳进酒吧的舞池抖

[00:38.04]痛苦都埋下肚

[00:39.41]喝多无非是吐

[00:41.11]里面空荡荡孤独才会选择酒吧住

[00:44.30]妈妈对不起啊 又让你担心了足足一个礼拜

[00:47.52]有女人说我坏她不懂我只是想要爱

[00:51.12]Life’s getting hard now

[00:52.84]I know I better stay awake

[00:55.66]Time for me to think it over I pray

[00:58.81]For the one I love and stayed away

[01:01.74]Ay

[01:02.73]I just feel like part of me is dead and gone

[01:05.19]What’s holding me on

[01:06.66]I don have a plan to carry it on

[01:09.29]Ain't nobody I can blame it on

[01:11.36]Regrets on mistakes

[01:13.55]Alright

[01:15.00]I can leave em all behind now

[01:17.06]人世间冷暖看透

[01:18.84]我明明没有做错上天为何要降罪让我忍受

[01:22.32]我无法原谅我爸诅咒我流落街头说我是条狗

[01:26.34]我必须成熟必须强大到能带我妈走

[01:29.68]我不愿面对那些冷嘲热讽的嘴和眼

[01:32.79]我不愿卑躬屈膝对着恨的人媚和演

[01:35.95]我闭上眼睛任梦魇把每一个夜晚磨成茧

[01:39.30]我睁开眼睛看到一张张无法信任的脸

[01:42.41]天地不仁 无论你是好人烂人

[01:44.92]没有明灯指引任多少众生混沌度过一生

[01:48.00]如何洗涤我的罪过当我问那伟大的神

[01:51.32]因果没有答案或许活着就是生命的永恒

[01:55.47]Life’s getting hard now

[01:57.31]I know I better stay awake

[01:59.96]Time for me to think it over I pray

[02:03.00]For the one I love and stayed away

[02:06.17]Ay

[02:06.82]I just feel like part of me is dead and gone

[02:09.20]What’s holding me on

[02:10.95]I don have a plan to carry it on

[02:13.50]Ain't nobody I can blame it on

[02:15.74]Regrets on mistakes

[02:17.67]Alright

[02:19.24]I can leave em all behind now

[02:21.24]想得却不可得 你奈人生何

[02:23.57]我只想要个懂的她和她耳鬓再厮磨

[02:26.56]可是每个深夜 只剩我一人任孤独宰割

[02:29.90]像是十面埋伏唯留我零丁漂泊赤裸

[02:33.04]可这都不足够 让我伏首拜叩

[02:36.29]我会站在你仰望的地方让你去接受

[02:39.38]做个隐忍的野兽

[02:41.20]汗水紧跟着节奏

[02:42.82]当我站起来你会听到属于王者的怒吼

[02:45.58]can you feel me homie 到这里我再也无法接着写下去

[02:49.44]我很后悔我那天没脑子向你发了脾气

[02:52.93]此时此刻你又在哪里和谁喝着倒着几杯闷酒

[02:56.24]原谅我无法像个男人一样再次听你倾吐

[02:59.89]你有一种精神震撼着我后来也改变着我

[03:03.16]让我知道生活再如何艰难也要勇敢地过

[03:06.41]当我再次站在绝望边缘徘徊的那些时刻

[03:09.56]想起你 或许能够挽救我

[03:12.08]hey homie 我只能祝你会遇到你的爱

[03:15.16]你其实不坏我知道你真的算不上坏

[03:18.44]hey homie 我只能祝你会遇到你的爱

[03:22.44]你其实不坏我知道你真的真的不坏

[03:25.48]I should thank u for the hard time

[03:28.24]Makes me stronger

[03:29.99]I still live in the moment

[03:32.85]I get hold of my own life

[03:34.66]And for the pain of the past

[03:36.98]Let it go now

[03:38.01]编曲:Mozzie

[03:38.34]混音:K.O.R

[03:38.71]母带:K.O.R

[03:39.03]录音师:申悦宾

[03:39.42]录音棚:未来之声录音棚

[03:39.77]封面设计:春雨

[03:40.06]制作人:风范

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