[00:00.000] 作词 : ECDante杜鑫一

[00:01.000] 作曲 : ECDante杜鑫一

[00:02.000] 编曲 : Chilling Cat

[00:12.602]This song is for myself

[00:15.356]Never mind.. I don't care if anyone llistens or not...

[00:19.614]I just wanna talk to myself

[00:21.531]for real...

[00:22.765]十二点酒醒之后头疼了一晚上

[00:25.524]脑海里翻江倒海 留下许多惨状

[00:28.530]怎么莫名其妙地想对一些事物反抗

[00:31.773]深夜赤裸面对自己竟然也无法坦荡

[00:34.779]我想说人非圣贤曾经也犯了一些过错

[00:37.784]拼命想抓住救命稻草却又与其错过

[00:40.562]我到底想要什么 不想把时间霍霍

[00:43.293]多少人外表光鲜内在却失魂落魄

[00:47.566]-What do you want man?

[00:49.422]-I don't know... Maybe something beyond the definition I think.

[00:53.928]-Oh that's a hard one...

[00:57.183]告诉自己内在安全感是精神基石

[00:59.936]告诉自己时刻心灵与脚步一致

[01:02.943]告诉自己树立独特专属的旗帜

[01:05.698]告诉自己不要想着早点离世

[01:08.451]遗世 独立吗 做起来真的好难

[01:11.457]人都是群居动物 却又不想与他人交谈

[01:14.227]时刻想在人身旁 时刻又对人厌烦

[01:16.981]时刻沉默如羔羊 时刻又无比健谈

[01:21.238]Find your definition is the most important thing now...

[01:25.743]Choose to trust yourself

[01:27.447]Believe in yourself

[01:29.702]Wake up from the nothingness

[01:31.720]唯一能做到的 只是 随时间漂流

[01:34.461]从历史 长河中寻找金子 带着它郊游

[01:37.217]对没有把握的人事 不提任何要求

[01:40.474]再也不想把自己弄得烂额焦头

[01:43.479]变得越来越独特和不可替代吧

[01:45.983]面对过去和未来 不会再害怕

[01:48.989]站在未来的那个人 那正是在下

[01:51.744]随波逐流人云亦云 代价都太大

[01:55.533]-So now do you know who you are?

[01:58.620]-Yeah yeah trapp3d in my soul destroy ALL the pains.

[02:03.349]IM a absurdism.

[02:06.111]对不起啊 在这里抒发自己的负面能量

[02:09.206]走累了就回头 看看自己的心房

[02:12.207]可能以后我再也不会像这样紧张

[02:15.214]曾几何时也变得无欲则刚

[02:17.966]Huuuuuuuuu...

[02:19.504]Now I kknow

[02:20.755]Always face my past wholeheartedly.

[02:23.259]Never hind from life or anything else.

[02:26.372]It just doesn't work!

[02:28.626]五点21了 是否在提醒我去爱自己呢

[02:31.882]闭上双眼了 平淡的没有喜怒哀乐...

[02:34.888]回到最原始 爸爸妈妈的梦境里这

[02:37.642]让我安心了 杜鑫一永远属于此刻

[02:45.903]xuuuuuuuuuuuuu.....go to sleep...........