[00:00.000] 作词 : 赫兰Holland/4Biii

[00:01.000] 作曲 : 赫兰Holland/4Biii

[00:05.647]编曲：heath stone

[00:09.895]混音：赫兰Holland

[00:16.397]回忆不停闪烁在那梦境中

[00:19.647]光影错乱就像是海市蜃楼

[00:22.897]黑白颠倒拼命地寻找出口

[00:26.147]大声呼喊逃离出这座牢笼

[00:30.339]I’ve been trying to let go

[00:33.589]All the shxt like domino

[00:36.838]Almost feel outta control

[00:40.089]God please take me home

[00:43.089]I’ve been trying to let go

[00:46.340]All the shxt like domino

[00:49.838]Almost feel outta control

[00:51.336]All the eyes on me so fuxxing cold

[00:53.340]Like I’m in my funeral and

[00:55.090]you know what im saying

[00:55.840]虚伪的一切 you know what im saying

[00:57.340]迷失了自己 drown in the pain

[00:59.090]戴上了面具 无路可退

[01:00.586]以为能坚持 不知疲惫

[01:02.586]他说的对 她说的对

[01:04.336]没人会站在你的立场

[01:05.838]麻痹自己才不会受伤

[01:07.589]那一晚我写下PTSD

[01:09.089]feel like mixed personality

[01:10.840]成长像选择题举棋不定

[01:12.340]多希望一切都风平浪静

[01:14.086]攀比 妒忌 猜疑 功利 自卑的空虚

[01:17.086]不知何时我早落入这个陷阱

[01:21.340]Maybe some day I will let you see

[01:24.588]In the limbo runaway but its too deep

[01:27.836]All the devil sharpen all their teeth

[01:31.086]And honestly they were just made by me

[01:34.090]Oh by my side 我想得到救赎 but im running outta time

[01:39.589]if i got a chance 让这一切都重来

[01:42.836]I will be like Evan 只带着遗憾离开

[02:13.090]所以我现在就这么带着遗憾离开了吗

[02:16.340]说起我还在这里不断的挣扎呢吗

[02:19.590]我自己的信仰也早都已崩塌了吧

[02:22.086]他们说得吗 自己做的吗 无根的梦戳破了吗

[02:24.586]牢笼里雨还不停下

[02:25.838]对 你说的对

[02:27.087]you dont have to get all the shxt paid

[02:29.090]fake everything fake

[02:30.340]是否这一切都没有错对

[02:32.090]风暴里听到的呢喃它也许是梦

[02:33.840]撑到了风停遗憾的只留下了洞

[02:35.589]扔到了一边以为一切成空

[02:37.086]逆向的生长因为经历过痛

[02:39.086]经历 着的 一切 都

[02:42.337]快要 把我 给逼 疯

[02:45.590]无法 逃出 我的 梦

[02:49.087]lucid dream 明知虚假却仍在冲

[02:52.337]how can you fxxking say I was wrong

[02:55.340]be alone but I dont feel alone

[02:58.590]你们的微笑其实我都懂

[03:02.086]我也已经逃离幻想中的梦