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[00:03.185]作词：BreezyGK

[00:07.436]后期：NNbeats

[00:23.688]录音：A1bek

[00:24.432]U can say u r sry,but baby im so numb right now,i mean i feel kinda lonely.

[00:30.334]你大可告诉我你很抱歉，可现在我却如此麻木夹杂着些许孤独。

[00:31.830]u r not able to hold me,the time when i need u but u can not find me ,to heal me。

[00:36.081]召之即来,挥之即去，在我需要的时候他们都适度消失。

[00:38.990]i know it huts sometimes but its beautiful,u know i been there before,i know its beautiful.

[00:41.996]生活如此奔流不息，却又如此清澈

[00:45.491]i mean u r beautiful,my life is beautiful,even though u wanna leave,its kinda beautiful.

[00:48.739]空山不见人,但闻人语响

[00:53.490]riding new Mercedes,its kinda crazy lately,da **** has been my daily,feeling happy maybe

[00:55.000]物资财富泛滥，灵魂空虚不定

[00:55.997]im feeling anxious maybe,bunch of fking maybes,maybes,maybes maybes.

[01:00.745]即使你拥有万贯家财，也不能满足你内心深处的需求。

[01:05.250]u r living a life that u wanted,without me by ur side i mean u wanna keep the distance,

[01:06.748]如今你的愿望实现了，我们之间的距离变得越来越遥远。

[01:08.244]whats wrong with u,when i get real with u,u know i dont wanna lose,i woulda die for u.

[01:12.749]落花有意随流水，流水无情恋落花。

[01:16.490]you can pretend that you dont miss me,i know its kinda end of the story

[01:18.740]你可以假装从来都不会想起我，我也明白这可能就是故事的结局了。（前句在Billie Eilish的Biches Broken Hearts中出现过）

[01:19.996]you know i feel for u,because i care for u,u know i dont wanna lose i woulda die for u.

[01:24.743]他们都说你不可理喻,我却觉得悠然自得。

[01:27.250]i dont wanna die i wanna live though,i dont wanna die but i feel cold

[01:31.243]身处迷茫，我看不清人生前方的路。

[01:33.998]i dont wanna die i wanna live though,i don wanna die.

[01:36.747]即使看清了，我也感到恐惧和不确定。

[01:38.990]i dont wanna die i wanna live though,dealing with the pain inside my brain,can u feel no.

[01:42.250]绝望掩埋了欢笑，失望掩饰了一切。

[01:46.490]suicidal thoughts want me end up on the tight rope,can u feel me, yeah oh lord.

[01:49.239]觉得自己的灵魂已经凝结成一块坚硬的石块，慢慢地沉坠．。

[01:50.749]i gotta do it right,that is hard though,

[01:52.746]先知三日，富贵十年。

[01:53.745]i wanna feel the vibe,like im j cole,

[01:55.499]欲望以提升热忱，毅力以磨平高山。

[01:56.740]im not gon giving up,i dont let go

[01:57.749]忘掉失败，不过要牢记失败中的教训。

[01:59.247]cuz everytime i fall back,u gonna help girl,

[02:01.490]感谢你在我需要的时候存在过。

[02:04.751]i prefer be lonely,i prefer be lonely,cuz that made me feel like im okay.

[02:07.747]旅行在无穷无尽脑海中的我。

[02:09.501]i prefer be lonely，yeah，i prefer be lonely

[02:13.994]在自己的黑暗中狂欢，偶尔也贪恋你的光芒。

[02:17.743]Everybody dies in their nightmares,u gon feel the pain coming,cuz that is life yeah,

[02:19.240]人生本就是忆苦思甜 苦尽甘来

[02:22.492]we'll be fighting till the end,no matter what yeah(x2)

[02:37.904]学会苦中作乐，生活才不会难

[02:41.412]I might come back with the real me