[00:00.00] 作词 : 红叶RaySteven

[00:00.16] 作曲 : 红叶RaySteven

[00:00.32]编曲：肖秋睿Steven

[00:03.47]Noah

[00:07.21]Hi, sweetheart

[00:10.06]I'm sorry I haven't been able to be here to read to you

[00:14.31]I didn't know what to do

[00:17.10]I was afraid you were never coming back

[00:19.20]I'll always come back

[00:26.05]What's gonna happen when I can't remember anything any more

[00:33.55]What will you do

[00:35.29]I'll be here.

[00:37.78]I'll never leave you.

[01:16.54]时间 总是不知不觉

[01:18.61]又从白天走回到夜晚

[01:20.99]就像留下的遗憾

[01:22.37]不能回头不能去逆转

[01:24.29]又打开熟悉的歌单

[01:25.97]掉进梦里无限病态循环

[01:28.09]被过往揪着痛着 像个疯子

[01:30.02]病在每个凌晨 可是无力终止

[01:32.52]That's so hurt but nobody know

[01:34.38]爱过多深就摔得多重

[01:36.37]深夜重复又掉进回忆

[01:37.73]爱对真心的人总是特别严厉

[01:39.78]所以尝试着牢记

[01:41.29]要么始乱终弃要么就逃避

[01:43.32]脸上挂的伪装越来越巧

[01:44.49]伤口越来越小

[01:45.44]心却也变得麻痹

[01:46.56]Lost the real me

[01:49.70]包裹危险的温柔的外套

[01:53.55]不断沉迷的致幻的味道

[01:55.98]开始鬼迷心窍

[01:57.11]哪怕猜到这是裹着糖衣的冰窖

[01:59.99]恋爱像在服药

[02:01.00]生怕自己孤独到底忘记了心跳

[02:02.82]每当新的人出现了 试探了 结伴了总会感叹所谓爱情没什么两样

[02:06.98]可是深夜里失眠了 刺痛了

[02:08.56]才醒悟你只当过他一个人的降将

[02:10.87]情绪作了弊

[02:11.84]以为有关他的画面早就忘记

[02:13.91]从不承认他的地位一直没人能代替

[02:15.89]反正面具上的笑容貌似没扭曲

[02:17.77]But no heartbeat

[02:19.38]Sometimes I need someone who cares about me

[02:26.99]Sometimes I need someone who wanna hug me

[02:34.62]Sometimes I need someone who can protect me

[02:41.21]Sometimes

[02:44.62]I need someone

[02:46.53]who wanna love me

[02:48.62]love me

[02:49.92]也想做偶像剧的主演而不只是羡慕在旁边

[02:53.73]也承认幻想甜蜜的场面难免会让自己失眠

[02:57.54]也希望能有双手拉住我就不会跌落到冰点

[03:01.39]可没被疼爱也没勇气离开只能尴尬在中间

[03:05.63]闭着双眼

[03:06.80]等待被拥住的瞬间

[03:08.64]孤独是地狱的侧脸

[03:10.41]表面涂满甜蜜的光鲜

[03:11.98]Never never never got my love

[03:13.96]Keep drinking but don't wanna talk

[03:15.77]往事一件一件碎得一片一片扎进埋进心里不能填的壑

[03:19.63]无数个敏感又撕扯的夜里总渴望能有他的耳语和抱紧

[03:24.03]哪怕有再多人把你捧在手心他还是不变的药引

[03:27.83]热情早耗尽

[03:28.84]朋友在劝解你扎心的道理

[03:30.72]就算已掌握不被动的要领可当初依旧没逃过他的陷阱

[03:34.88]决定了今后只为自己潇洒活过

[03:36.91]可心底的空白已不再着墨

[03:38.89]曾经的那个奋不顾身的自己随往事一同被时间淹没

[03:42.59]Just running

[03:44.50]尽管不奢望能获得不再缝补伤口的安宁

[03:48.29]早一点天晴

[03:49.23]同行的至少还有身后的影