[00:00.00] 作词 : synista

[00:01.00] 作曲 : synista

[00:10.50]produced by Gold Pastel

[00:20.61]Oh I really did tried hard to find something new 我真的很努力的去尝试寻找新事物

[00:23.74]Heard you doing well all by yourself, that's good for you 听说你一个人过的也不错 那对于你而言真是好事

[00:26.40]Actually I don't know who I'm really talking to 老实说我也不知道我在跟谁说话

[00:28.74]Cuz after all, I guess u ain't even ******* real 因为到头来我甚至不确定你是否真的存在

[00:31.38]All these pills, make me feel ******* paranoid 这些小丸子让我变得偏执妄想

[00:33.86]A lotta voices inside my head and they became a lotta noise 很多声音在我脑里响起 逐渐变成烦人的噪音

[00:36.49]I'm so annoying, sometimes I wish I had better choice 连我自己都觉得我自己很讨厌 有时真希望自己能有一个更好的选择

[00:39.03]I'm not your lover boy but still hope you have forever joy 我不是你的爱人也不是你的男孩 却仍然希望你能拥有永久的喜悦

[00:41.77]Cuz I'm just so ******* sick of society, anxiety ****'s deep deep be inside of me 因为我厌倦了这个社会 焦虑感潜伏于体内深处

[00:47.03]Got nobody else to fit in, like designer jeans 内心再装不下任何人 如同紧身牛仔裤一样

[00:49.60]All I do is ******* keep speak to my diary 我能做的也只有对着我那该死的日记说说话了

[00:52.24]'Dude you ******* rap like slick rick, so fiery''他们总说“哥们儿你的押韵就跟Slick Rick那般火热”

[00:54.83]But I think they just ******* spit ****, I'm so tired of these 可我总觉得他们满口胡言 我已经听烦听腻了

[00:57.35]My heart's ******* ripped in pieces, required fix 心被撕成一块块碎片 我想我需要修补

[01:00.10]The last thing I wanna see is, you be alike to me 我最不愿意看到的事情就是 你变得如同我这般落魄

[01:02.78]It sounds hilarious, I got your dm, so delirious 这可能听起来很滑稽 那天我收到了你的私信 我简直欣喜若狂

[01:05.88]11:30 pm **** yeah head so heavy yup,didn't take it serious 当时很晚了 拍拍脑门 头像铅球一样重 还以为在做梦

[01:09.69]Mysterious, I'm curious why u tear me up, suppress my furious 觉得莫名其妙 还一直好奇问你为什么要把我撕毁 我还忍住不生气

[01:13.09]Feel so scary yeah? there's two graves ready to buried us,and hurry up 你害怕了对吗 噢那是两个坟墓 准备好埋我们用的 快来嘛

[01:16.20]You wanted the end and that's our period. 你一直想要知道结局不是吗 那就是我们画上的句号

[01:18.52]That's how karma works, a word can bring back all my trauma hurts 这就是因果报应吗 你的一句问候就能让我几乎痊愈的伤口重新撕裂

[01:21.60]Make'em worse, **** it up our drama love 甚至比之前更糟糕 让这犹如狗血戏剧般的爱情见鬼去吧

[01:23.51]What I heard, your old boy its a rapper now wow 噢 我听说你的前男友现在也是一个说唱歌手了 哇哦

[01:26.67]I still wonder what is he try to rap about 尽管如此 我还是搞不清楚他在唱什么

[01:28.52]The messily rhymes, apparently he don't want me to cross our blurry lines 糟糕的押韵 很明显他不想我再跨越我们之间的那条愈加模糊的分界线

[01:32.05]So when u ask me I told u I'm incredibly fine 他叫我别打扰你 所以当你问起我怎么样 我只能告诉你我很好很好

[01:35.15]And I keep smiling, meanwhile being deep howling saying NI HAO and, 内心在咆哮的同时还得保持微笑 说声你好

[01:39.58]I just freestyling, buckle my seatbelt man, 我就随口说说 不说了先系好安全带

[01:42.11]Y'all gon be well friends ,so peace out then 你们会过得很好的朋友们 那就先这样啦 溜了溜了