[00:00.000] 作词 : 杨晨雨YGcy

[00:00.452] 作曲 : 杨晨雨YGcy

[00:00.905]how shuold I love u

[00:01.398]负重前 行 压力喘息above u

[00:03.851]铁锁链控制我 not touch u

[00:06.901]I can give up all that choices but u

[00:09.787]they wanna pull me destroy knock u

[00:26.201]how shuold I love u

[00:26.741]负重前 行 压力喘息above u

[00:29.169]铁锁链控制我 not touch u

[00:31.744]I can give up all that choices but u

[00:34.757]they wanna pull me destroy knock u

[00:45.833]V1:

[00:45.992]我知道我所做的一切 无非自我感动

[00:48.653]撞到满脸都是淤血 台下空无观众

[00:51.253]夜晚对着屏幕许愿 希望上帝看懂

[00:53.751]没开始就到了期限 熬过又是寒冬

[01:06.523]感谢newstart每一位 愿陪我无论过的好与坏

[01:09.438]我们肩并肩的往前冲 盼望一天能够fly

[01:11.915]但只要是我决定做的谁都不能改

[01:14.191]即使我还在网络卖唱兄弟们选择送外卖

[01:16.796]Im sorry my bro 很多人都会这样说

[01:19.736]杨晨雨这人确实毛病多

[01:21.742]but they no about me 只有你们在我需要的时候相信我

[01:24.441]我却从没能力给你们能带来什么

[01:26.858]我确实自私但我比他们的心里更难受

[01:29.373]我不愿表现你不是我又怎么能懂我感受

[01:32.350]妈妈的来电时刻提醒着我要抓紧

[01:34.537]她说也该回家看看了孩子你玩没玩够

[01:37.099]we are to the top 我们不会停留在原地

[01:39.515]你管我一意孤行今后会落于哪步田地

[01:42.510]我为了心中执念为了不被家里人嫌弃

[01:45.014]为了吃饱饭好多朋友再也没联系

[01:47.365]我从小到大野心大 连路人都说我一定行

[01:50.301]他说未来榜单上我一定找你名

[01:52.546]口水淹不死人的你记住老子必须赢

[01:55.006]要对得起肩上的责任和满屋的啤酒瓶

[01:57.595]有时也想过认命 不想再继续较劲

[02:00.199]选择坚持做说唱也许是最坏的决定

[02:02.847]有时也想过放弃 躺平跌入谷底

[02:05.227]写出的歌除了朋友还有谁还会去听

[02:07.452]HOOK:

[02:08.137]how shuold I love u

[02:08.775]负重前 行 压力喘息above u

[02:11.239]铁锁链控制我 not touch u

[02:13.864]I can give up all that choices but u

[02:16.434]they wanna pull me destroy knock u

[02:27.639]V2：

[02:28.239]从前学不会如何才能

[02:30.169]控制情绪 直到渐渐失去了我才懂

[02:32.601]无尽的黑夜不停的将我锤炼千疮百孔

[02:35.077]我知道无妄的面孔皎洁 虚无缥缈

[02:38.300]I see the light off u

[02:39.867]换来的是血的教训

[02:41.568]也许从一开始就注定得不到的结果

[02:44.185]我在尽力的 向正确答案靠近

[02:46.720]无法治愈记忆在我 旧伤疤上烙印

[02:49.079]stay lucky fall in sad bae u know

[02:51.938]not badly myself 点名火

[02:54.456]回答里 忽略了经过

[02:56.642]cause we have only one Ultimate goal

[02:59.536]cannot stop

[03:00.616]I baffled the attempts find me.

[03:02.216]Clean up all the dirty things on me

[03:04.711]但我明明没有在地狱里看到你

[03:06.822]别再解释一两句话不会跟你纠缠到底

[03:10.007]HOOK：

[03:10.162]how shuold I love u

[03:11.203]负重前行压力喘息above u

[03:13.518]铁锁链控制我 not touch u

[03:16.170]I can give up all that choices but u

[03:23.015]they wanna pull me destroy knock u

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