作曲 : Sherlock

编曲 : Sherlock

Awake, I opened my eyes to see

苏醒之时 我睁开双眼

A hospital, so white and clean

医院是如此苍白又整洁

I was walking up to the roof, I think

我回想起我曾走在天台上

Then can’t recall at all a single thing

然后我失去了记忆

Held a hand for me, you were there

你站在那里 向我伸出手

I know, but couldn’t reach

我知道 但我碰不到

The me that would fall down all the time

我会一直坠落

But stand and reach my hand to see

你站在那里试图抓住我的手

Have you tried crossing over yet?

你有尝试过越线吗？

I wanna die, wanna die, but don’t really wanna die

我想死去，想死去，但又不想真的死去

You were there, you would care, making me aware

你曾在我身边，让我意识到你对我的关心

Every scar, all the blood more and more, they’re never done

每一道疤痕，所有流出的血，越变越多，他们从未停止出现

Not enough, not enough

还是不够，还是不够啊

I wanna die, wanna die, but don’t really wanna die

我好想死掉，好想死掉，但是又真的不想死掉

If I died, you would cry, and I don’t know why

如果我消失了，你会哭的吧，尽管我不知道为何

Every scar, all the blood more and more, they’re never done

每一道伤疤，所有流过的血，越来越多，他们永无尽头

Not enough, not enough

还不够，还远远不够啊——

I wanna live, wanna live, deep inside I’ve always been

我想活下去，我想活下去，内心深处一直盼望如此

Reaching out for a hand, so don’t let this be the end

我需要帮助，请不要让这成为一切的终点

Mushrooms growing on my head, still remember even then

我的头上长出了蘑菇，却还是记得那些时候

Where you are when I’m dead?

我死后你在哪里？

I wanna die, wanna die, but don’t really wanna die

我想离开了，离开吧，但我不想真的离开这世界

You were there, you would care, you know it really isn’t fair

你曾在我身边，你会在乎，你知道这真的很不公平

Every time I forgot, you remain inside my thoughts

每次我遗忘的时候，你会再次浮现在我的脑海

Not enough, not enough

还不够，还不够