[00:00.000] 作词 : Remond

[00:00.150] 作曲 : 无/Remond

[00:00.300] 编曲 : CL

[00:00.451]Prod. by CL

[00:05.953]Mix by Goatbaby

[00:11.944]This sure as hell ain’t some “Kiki, do you love me” shit

[00:14.951]Cause I guess it ain’t pleasant for the lady a bit

[00:17.947]My idealism in relationships was radical

[00:20.700]Rather bold and naive so the consequences were tragical

[00:24.194]I used to believe that love was unstoppable

[00:26.702]You had each other’s back and nothing would be impossible

[00:30.196]Unfortunately this girl broke my fantasy

[00:32.704]The moment something’s wrong she immediately abandoned me

[00:36.198]Nobody’s fault we both could’ve been stronger

[00:38.695]My anxiety disorder has always been a haunter

[00:41.390]You’re the one that I loved the hardest

[00:43.632]But why every time I think of you I think of the moments that we be hurtin’ each other

[00:48.136]I was torn to pieces now I’m back and grown

[00:50.633]Got me writing all these songs hoping someone can relate to

[00:53.639]I guess all I can do is to be grateful

[00:56.635]And all I hope is you ain’t disgraceful or hateful

[00:59.884]It’s been a long time and I’m still searching

[01:03.636]Still searching...

[01:12.135]I've been rejected ‘couple times

[01:13.886]When I look back I realize I’m so desperate to find

[01:17.392]A shoulder to lean on, I’m a major wielding lasers

[01:20.634]Aggressive ‘cause I’m insecure but still get the haters

[01:23.882]I tried to work it out with another girl last summer

[01:26.635]She has her own issues and I swear that I can get her

[01:29.385]I held her in my arms saying “We should make it better”

[01:32.392]But that ain’t what she wants so we didn’t stay together

[01:35.632]Every time I was broken I learn something new

[01:39.139]Every day I’m hoping to be with someone who

[01:41.889]Cares ‘bout my affairs as well as my welfare

[01:45.141]Understanding my decisions as if she’s been there

[01:48.137]Pac said “Good comes to those who stay true”

[01:51.132]That’s what I’m doing and I’ve got to wait for you

[01:54.138]Pac said “Good comes to those who stay true”

[01:57.084]I’m still preparing for the day you

[01:59.593]Show up

[02:00.590]It’s been a long time and I’m still searching

[02:03.586]Still searching...

[02:11.843]...For love.