[00:00.000] 作词 : Remond

[00:00.060] 作曲 : saxonbeatz/Remond

[00:00.120] 编曲 : saxonbeatz

[00:00.182]Produced by SAXON

[00:09.438]Mixed by PokeB

[00:17.936]Localization by MONICA

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[00:33.935]Midnight my mind dry but can’t close my eyelids

[00:37.940]Fingers slide on that mobile but no one to type with

[00:41.935]Momma said I’m on hype shit

[00:43.943]I told her it’s the quite opposite

[00:45.939]I ain’t tryna hide it but can’t fight it

[00:49.933]Memories they tide in

[00:51.942]Consolation I ain’t buying

[00:53.939]Over and over I’ve been trying

[00:55.936]First month we tight friends

[00:58.186]Next month she went silent

[00:59.940]Picking up all the fights and

[01:01.693]Respond to everything from me with cold violence

[01:05.943]Relationship is a cycle

[01:07.940]Crushing on a girl I know

[01:09.937]Can’t keep her out my head when night’s low

[01:11.934]Give everything that I hold

[01:13.687]Till one day she finally know

[01:15.940]Run away like from 5-0

[01:17.692]No matter where I go it’s all the same

[01:21.942]Going back to where I came

[01:23.940]Self-destruct, take the blame

[01:25.936]Fewer to trust, gettin’ insane

[01:27.933]Plots remain while times change

[01:29.942]Scars reopen with nasty pain

[01:31.880]Once it’s over it’s on again

[01:33.876]Over again, over again

[01:35.885]One thing I do know

[01:38.881]I ain’t going nowhere

[01:41.631]I’m stuck here

[01:43.885]Good times I used to own

[01:46.880]Now become my nightmare

[01:49.875]I’m fighting this fear

[01:51.386]Probably kind of PTSD

[01:53.578]Though psychiatrist say things haven’t come to this way

[01:55.820]But the feeling’s nasty

[01:57.828]Medication of anxiety has got in the way

[01:59.824]To a good night’s sleep

[02:01.822]I stare at my phone and I wait for a tone

[02:03.819]My mind is unclear and my motive’s unknown

[02:05.828]I feel like a lost soul under this dome

[02:07.824]I know what I want but I don’t know how to get it

[02:09.821]You reap what you sow but my plant is so petty

[02:11.829]Devoting myself but there ain’t no ****ing credit

[02:14.069]Sanity like a clock I should frequently check it

[02:16.077]Got all the sauce till the jar become empty

[02:17.820]Response they be feeding like plastic in a belly

[02:19.829]I fix what I fix till I finally need a medic

[02:21.826]Bad shit happen you can never say you ready

[02:24.021]Trauma become my strength, pain become my friend

[02:25.529]When I lose zen a dose of caffeine probably make it better

[02:28.026]Feel so blue like a piece of cheddar

[02:29.523]The last thing I could really give a damn is the ****ing weather

[02:32.032]I know I should let it go but my heart tells me no

[02:34.527]Wanna be a pro I don’t wanna be a joke

[02:36.524]Wanna meet the girl I don’t wanna be with hoes

[02:38.275]Want em trust me wherever I go

[02:39.774]People say favor from others is won

[02:41.771]I struggle and make business perfectly done

[02:43.779]But half of the crowd think I’m nothing but fun

[02:45.851]The others ain’t giving no shit about none

[02:47.849]People befriending but few can stay long

[02:49.846]Trust list is counted with two single palms

[02:51.854]Feelings involved and another be gone

[02:53.851]Shit’ll remain same when I drop this song

[02:55.849]One thing I do know

[02:58.855]I ain’t going nowhere

[03:01.595]I’m stuck here

[03:03.848]Good times I used to own

[03:06.854]Now become my nightmare

[03:09.595]I’m fighting this fear