[00:00.00] 作词 : 小臻

[00:01.00] 作曲 : 小臻

[00:02.00] 编曲 : 葡萄不愤怒

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[00:28.068]我受够了被期待

[00:30.322]让他们都满意

[00:32.074]我真的学不来

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[00:37.323]我不值得被期待

[00:39.320]哪里有未来

[00:40.818]失败才是我常态

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[00:45.322]“都是我活该”“是我不明白”

[00:49.570]我背诵着属于自己的独白

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[00:56.072]麻木滋味

[00:57.826]就让我们虚伪

[01:00.323]逃不出的狼狈

[01:01.575]墨菲定律的绝对

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[01:04.029]无路可退

[01:06.780]我已支离破碎

[01:08.777]失去的感觉

[01:10.773]却让我更加沉醉

[01:13.281]来不及去后悔

[01:15.524]谁比谁更纯粹

[01:19.030]这些对我已经无所谓

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[01:40.033]我正在慢慢腐坏

[01:42.028]感觉不算太坏

[01:44.026]它让我更自在

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[01:49.029]我学不会去释怀

[01:51.026]什么所谓的应该

[01:53.023]我猜不出来

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[01:56.531]“都是我活该”“是我不明白”

[02:01.024]我背诵着属于自己的独白

[02:06.281]这一场精彩绽放自己的比赛

[02:12.529]我可不可以弃权离开

[02:16.278]麻木滋味

[02:18.532]就让我们虚伪

[02:20.782]逃不出的狼狈

[02:22.279]墨菲定律的绝对

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[02:24.775]无路可退

[02:27.528]我已支离破碎

[02:29.525]失去的感觉

[02:31.777]却让我更加沉醉

[02:33.773]来不及去后悔

[02:36.027]谁比谁更纯粹

[02:39.776]这些对我已经无所谓

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[02:48.721]真的无所谓

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[03:01.225]别让我明白

[03:03.223]我不想明白

[03:06.975]为什么要明白

[03:09.969]别让我明白

[03:12.220]我不想明白

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[03:18.967]麻木滋味

[03:21.475]就让我们虚伪

[03:23.472]逃不出的狼狈

[03:25.223]墨菲定律的绝对

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[03:27.720]无路可退

[03:30.227]我已支离破碎

[03:32.469]失去的感觉

[03:34.466]我早已都无所谓

[03:38.168]（一段余子牛爆肝的break down)

[04:08.711]词曲：李学臻

[04:08.811]编曲&制作：葡萄不愤怒

[04:08.911]吉他：余子牛 李学臻

[04:09.111]鼓、和声：陈勃翰

[04:09.211]混音&母带：余子牛

[04:09.311]人声录音：吕自雯@2496 Top Music Studio

[04:09.411]录音棚：2496 Top Music Studio

[04:09.511]封面设计：金羽毛

[04:09.611]监制：林文炫

[04:09.711]艺人经纪：王雪郦