[00:00.000] 作词 : CrushedB1ad3

[00:01.000] 作曲 : CrushedB1ad3

[00:06.197]Born in chaos

[00:09.180]CrushedB1ad3

[00:17.357]intro:

[00:19.131]too much pain inside my head*3

[00:23.348]hook

[00:25.155]I don't wanna die in 21

[00:28.244]I don't wanna die in 21

[00:31.364]Too much pain inside my head

[00:34.596]面对镜子 困惑我是谁

[00:37.973]I don't wanna dead in 21

[00:41.044]I don't wanna dead in 21

[00:44.189]Too much pain inside my head

[00:47.444]面对镜子 困惑我是谁

[00:50.980]verse1:

[00:51.459]who am i

[00:52.949]外貌并不帅

[00:54.707]who am i

[00:55.988]编排有点菜

[00:57.972]这是我对自己的认知

[01:01.085]自卑让我变得更真实

[01:04.068]陷入了瓶颈的漩涡中 无法摆脱

[01:07.012]被父母误解不够成熟 无法劝说

[01:10.293]感觉是父母的负担

[01:12.167]你知道这多难堪

[01:13.771]再一次陷入低谷中

[01:15.401]I feel sad and wanna suicide

[01:22.221]i'm feeling so low so low

[01:26.013]everything losing control

[01:29.813]i don't wanna die

[01:31.725]in my 21

[01:33.293]too much more pain

[01:34.853]在脑海循环

[01:36.509]很难想象

[01:37.718]我活出模样

[01:39.701]他们再也不能

[01:40.904]凌驾于我头上 eh

[01:42.598]绝望和暴力

[01:44.069]我早已经见惯

[01:46.005]但我依然痛恨

[01:47.262]欺辱我的那些混蛋

[01:48.989]我一直试图和我痛苦回忆去作战

[01:52.183]庆幸曾经的我身边还有朋友在陪伴

[01:52.973]birdge:

[01:55.278]too much pain inside my head

[01:58.086]曾经自己躲在墙角里流泪

[02:01.709]too much pain inside my head

[02:04.862]曾经没有个人在乎我是谁

[02:07.690]verse2

[02:08.294]过去的痛苦都没人在乎

[02:11.454]说起这的我都让他们感到唐突

[02:14.493]曾经我想过 把全部仇恨报复

[02:17.759]但现在的我 感受不到痛苦

[02:20.942]alright 这是否是对我自己的背叛

[02:23.765]我辜负了太多对我的期盼

[02:27.069]遗憾 致使我继续活在这世界上

[02:30.133]用更多的经历来治疗我深刻的心伤

[02:33.789]i don't feeling right

[02:35.597]where is mine

[02:37.245]21年眼前只有阴霾*2

[02:45.526]采样

[02:46.149]Juice:

[02:47.789]我想对年轻人说的是

[02:49.393]无论你正在经历什么，一定要坚强起来

[02:53.078]如果你需要帮助

[02:56.294]那就去寻找帮助

[02:58.929]如果你不想去找专业的心理咨询的话

[03:00.465]你身边的人也能帮助到你

[03:03.078]他们会倾听你的言语 他们也会尽可能的为你着想

[03:06.304]不管你这辈子想做什么

[03:10.381]找到一样坚持做下去的事

[03:11.477]I don't wanna die in 21

[03:14.654]I don't wanna die in 21

[03:17.862]Too much pain inside my head

[03:20.942]敲碎镜子 困惑我是谁

[03:24.389]I don't wanna die in 21

[03:27.423]I don't wanna die in 21

[03:30.629]Too much pain inside my head

[03:34.205]关上心门 我自己买醉

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[03:41.869]祝 陈俊彬 生日快乐