[00:00.000] 作词 : Big4L

[00:00.952] 作曲 : Big4L

[00:01.904]Mixed by W.T.M.

[00:04.904]封面：JYT

[00:08.154]Beats made by Jammy Beatz

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[00:12.322]my love is suicide

[00:13.823]期待黎明前的到来

[00:15.322]suffer pain all night

[00:16.569]I just wanna pray for my life

[00:18.573]在深夜徘徊 直到天亮才能释怀

[00:21.732]感觉不到空气的存在

[00:23.737]每次呼吸受阻碍

[00:25.484]还好我的心在跳动 but my soul is die

[00:28.484]躯体早已不被操纵 popping pills all night

[00:31.983]没有新鲜感 生命陷入死循环

[00:34.735]我的心已不会再痛 so is time to say goodbye

[00:37.735]I pray my soul, my love is still ripped

[00:40.236]it lose control, like drunkard and tripped

[00:43.904]Iet her go, emotional scarred, pain through head to toe

[00:46.657]love is gone, my heart is never flipped

[00:48.404]

[00:50.153]depressed mood，even life drag me down I will stay fool

[00:54.579]I'm not deserve it that you do

[00:57.579]我为我的家人和 我homie祈福

[01:00.579]drowning drowning 最后的救赎

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[01:02.987]outfits all black

[01:04.237]put mf chain on me yeah

[01:05.738]Inside all white

[01:07.237]I don't care if u blame on me yeah

[01:09.241]there's no light

[01:10.487]I'm so lit with flames on me

[01:12.241]never hit u back

[01:13.741]I'm not, not numb

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[01:15.420]pray for rest of my life，

[01:16.416]smlie atmy phantom there's no shadow inside

[01:18.170]把希望活埋

[01:19.670]fusion withmy phantom I saw inside all white

[01:21.667]所有场合应付着来 可以和谁倾诉呢

[01:24.668]所有人都心怀鬼胎 做感情的叛徒么

[01:26.916]

[01:28.166]一片空白对未来 的憧憬一片空白

[01:30.918]不可重来不会猜 不逃避不会重来

[01:34.416]应付着来 应付着来 可以和谁倾诉呢

[01:37.416]心怀鬼胎 心怀鬼胎 做感情的叛徒么

[01:39.421]

[01:40.669]I wanna be a freeman

[01:42.171]no longer be a slave of love

[01:43.669]heart is hiding a demon

[01:45.420]get dark he will suck my blood

[01:46.919]struggle with it every night, can't quit gotta face it

[01:49.919]I just wanna **** dat shit, it's too late to waste it

[01:51.834]

[01:53.334]depressed mood，even life drag me down I will stay fool

[01:57.244]I'm not deserve it that you do

[02:00.742]我为我的家人和 我homie祈福

[02:03.742]drowning drowning 最后的救赎

[02:04.663]

[02:05.824]outfits all black

[02:07.074]put mf chain on me yeah

[02:08.825]Inside all white

[02:10.324]I don't care if u blame on me yeah

[02:12.322]there's no light

[02:13.823]I'm so lit with flames on me

[02:15.073]never hit u back don't

[02:16.573]shame on me I'm not to be yeah

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[02:18.576]I pray my soul, my love is still ripped

[02:21.576]it lose control, like drunkard and tripped

[02:24.577]Iet her go, emotional scarred, pain through head to toe

[02:27.576]love is gone, my heart is never flipped

[02:30.577]

[02:31.074]depressed mood，even life drag me down I will stay fool

[02:35.574]I'm not deserve it that you do

[02:38.574]我为我的家人和 我homie祈福

[02:41.824]drowning drowning 最后的救赎