[00:00.000] 作词 : 杨默函

[00:01.000] 作曲 : 杨默函

[0:33.562]¥hook¥

[0:33.562]worlds torn apart aint nobody know

[0:37.758]my walls are crumbling down, now im letting go

[0:42.000]im stripped naked to the core alone left in the cold

[0:46.109]im losin my grip and this feelin its killin me needin that somethin to hold

[0:50.357]now that the tables have turned you winnin so

[0:54.513]you went and sold your soul to the devil now i know

[0:58.639]my heart is achin and im faintin while you put on a show

[1:02.817]now with those lies im losin my mind

[1:06.738]¥verse¥1

[1:06.738]二年级的冬天 太寒冷的从前

[1:08.733]那还是我第一次听说下岗这个字眼

[1:10.850]家庭 作业 面前的我假装不懂爸被裁员

[1:12.932]面对突如的变迁对困境表现心不在焉

[1:15.321]总要有办法捱过眼前局面

[1:16.869]爸妈用借来的钱撑起一家街边小店

[1:19.014]我在狭小的后厨完成学校留的作业

[1:21.029]第二天老师却把功课摔疼我的左脸

[1:23.152]她厌恶油渍的表情要多生动有多讨厌

[1:25.182]在她的教唆下我在学校孤立无援

[1:27.266]这一切让我失言我的表达举步维艰

[1:29.380]我期待的完美故事都在虚构的事件里面体现

[1:31.812]期末家长会我只想闭着眼

[1:33.539]而我却皱着眉头不让谁看见

[1:35.690]黑着脸 班主任正对我斜着眼

[1:37.708]我成了十恶不赦等待宣判的小同学

[1:40.296]别问我怎么吼得很大声

[1:41.884]情绪很重懦弱叫我别出声

[1:44.483]别问我怎么吼得很大声

[1:46.140]我没有办法解开难题混沌硬撑

[1:48.621]别问我怎么吼得很大声

[1:50.234]我面对负面打 一向不从容

[1:52.848]别问我怎么吼得很大声

[1:54.433]我怕世人滚烫的冷眼从我一出生

[1:57.070]life level

[1:58.135]mood low

[1:59.708] coward cry out voc

[2:01.270]gas go into

[2:05.403]都已淤青的痛苦划伤口

[2:07.225]习惯在苟且的咬牙中镇守

[2:09.342]难道我大声的叫喊的不对吗

[2:11.470]妈妈你原谅我大声的差理由

[2:13.894]¥hook¥

[2:13.894]my worlds torn apart aint nobody know

[2:18.120]my walls are crumbling down, now im letting go

[2:22.153]im stripped naked to the core alone left in the cold

[2:26.271]im losin my grip and this feelin its killin me needin that somethin to hold

[2:30.550]now that the tables have turned you winnin so

[2:34.686]you went and sold your soul to the devil now i know

[2:38.830]my heart is achin and im faintin while you put on a show

[2:43.043]now with those lies im losin my mind

[2:46.895]¥verse¥2

[2:46.895]中学班主任她对我妈那种冷漠嘴脸

[2:49.133]她面对富家同学家长笑脸真的够贱

[2:51.094]这使我当时心寒蒙上扭曲叛逆的观念

[2:53.297]其实她成功扼杀了我当时的更多善念

[2:55.375]那天我无意撞见老师收了家长的钱

[2:57.566]她神情突变尴尬愤怒爬了满脸

[2:59.643]我知道这种信号多么危险

[3:01.119]习惯了完美的故事都在虚构在课本里面

[3:03.739]这一切已经把我变得更加不像从前

[3:05.831]又记得妈妈流泪是因为发现我在抽烟

[3:07.936]正面临退学的我心死如灰度日如年

[3:10.076]印象的翩翩少年浑浑噩噩太不鲜艳

[3:11.983]当妈妈留下眼泪爸爸无声望着窗前

[3:14.293]瞬间当时的我无助得甚至不敢哽咽

[3:16.311]更没有暗自发誓让妈妈不再难过的誓言

[3:18.462]除了苍白的叫喊 世界末日降临眼前

[3:20.556]life level

[3:21.597]mood low

[3:23.194]coward cry out voc

[3:24.733]gas go into

[3:28.914]都已淤青的痛苦划伤口

[3:30.688]习惯在苟且的咬牙中镇守

[3:32.827]难道我大声的叫喊的不对吗

[3:34.944]妈妈你原谅我大声的差理由

[3:37.265]不敢梦见舞台出现的那个rapper

[3:39.089]我看着自卑自愧镜子里的那个家伙

[3:41.364]胆怯地吼着闹着叫着对着我的妈妈

[3:43.534]那个生我养我为我流泪我的妈妈

[3:45.482]我好像着了魔

[3:46.535]她好像说着什么

[3:47.599]哽咽着憧憬和不安那都是我的过错

[3:49.489]妈妈

[3:54.014]¥hook¥

[3:54.014]my worlds torn apart aint nobody know

[3:58.175]my walls are crumbling down, now im letting go

[4:02.319]im stripped naked to the core alone left in the cold

[4:06.474]im losin my grip and this feelin its killin me needin that somethin to hold

[4:10.697]now that the tables have turned you winnin so

[4:14.863]you went and sold your soul to the devil now i know

[4:19.001]my heart is achin and im faintin while you put on a show

[4:23.269]now with those lies im losin my mind