[00:00.000] 作词 : Anson Long-Seabra/Amy Allen

[00:01.000] 作曲 : Anson Long-Seabra/Amy Allen

[00:12.286]Same ceiling, different day, oh

[00:15.601]I'm awake so

[00:17.562]Stay on my phone for fourteen hours again

[00:21.301]Same Lucky Charms, in the same bowl

[00:24.625]Look for rainbows

[00:26.420]But all the colors just go grey in the end

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[00:30.159]Wish I could say, wish I could say

[00:34.293]That this won't last forever

[00:39.164]But every day, but every day

[00:43.538]It never seems to get better

[00:45.784]

[00:48.026]I hate myself but I don't want to

[00:52.230]I'd ask for help but I'm too strong to

[00:56.742]I got some feelings I've been fighting

[01:00.193]Always hiding the truth

[01:03.429]I hate myself but I don't want to

[01:05.754]

[01:08.105]Friends say that I'm dramatic

[01:11.159]That I'm acting

[01:13.030]Yeah, I'm just looking for attention again

[01:16.767]I never thought that this would happen

[01:19.762]Kinda sad when

[01:21.921]When all you got is just a voice in your head

[01:25.144]

[01:25.734]Wish I could say, wish I could say

[01:30.042]That this won't last forever

[01:34.485]But every day, but every day

[01:38.919]It never seems to get better

[01:40.835]

[01:43.500]I hate myself but I don't want to

[01:47.870]I'd ask for help but I'm too strong to

[01:52.340]I got some feelings I've been fighting

[01:55.535]Always hiding the truth

[01:58.844]I hate myself but I don't want to

[02:03.413]I hate myself but I don't want to

[02:05.736]

[02:09.916]I don't wanna live my life like this

[02:14.160]Going through the motions

[02:18.386]I don't wanna live my life like this

[02:23.033]Always feeling broken

[02:24.966]

[02:29.724]I hate myself but I don't want to

[02:34.399]I'd ask for help but I'm too strong to

[02:38.862]I got some feelings I've been fighting

[02:42.599]Always hiding the truth

[02:45.393]I hate myself but I don't want to

[02:50.020]I hate myself but I don't want to

[02:54.370]I hate myself but I don't want to

[02:58.776]I hate myself but I don't want to