[00:00.000] 作词 : AZ the trash

[00:01.000] 作曲 : AZ the trash

[00:20.335]living like this

[00:21.651]每一天都没理由的担心

[00:23.471]家庭为我建的保护罩反倒让我更焦虑

[00:25.799]有时候觉得自己永远被蒙在鼓里

[00:28.427]按他们想要的轨迹身不由己的前行

[00:30.750]what about dreams？

[00:32.055]mama said sometimes you gotta kneel

[00:33.638]我们是生活的奴隶 没有资本左右决定

[00:36.234]不相信所谓命运used to think I'm blessed

[00:38.850]i tried to take the wheel

[00:40.162]but eventually i failed

[00:42.509]从未被给予second chance

[00:44.077]临阵磨枪不是我的风格 i'll be well-prepared

[00:46.684]给自己留有后路 always another plans

[00:49.283]不敢孤注一掷 not to mention my music and rap

[00:52.715]是不是玩不起？厚 yes indeed

[00:55.075]孰重孰轻 for me 我拎得清

[00:57.136]我没有资格花天酒地趁着年轻去任性

[00:59.753]丑陋的现实面前梦想输得一败涂地

[01:02.905]living like this

[01:03.929]习惯于循规蹈矩

[01:04.971]思来想去

[01:05.748]还是不敢抛下一切burn the bridge

[01:07.840]philosophy 生存是否是生命的完全意义

[01:10.454]如果长大后会失去热情

[01:11.774]i would rather stay naive

[01:13.342]look at those face

[01:14.658]they've been through pain

[01:15.967]早就无所谓

[01:17.013]life is always not fair

[01:18.319]someone is got my back

[01:19.345]brother sister and my loving friends

[01:21.182]又开始担心让他们失望 我害怕往前

[01:23.811]living life like this 有几人能如愿

[01:26.421]living life like this 麻木然后妥协

[01:29.032]living life like this YOLO you know i know

[01:31.385]living life like this 干脆放手一搏 life is gamble

[01:34.240]我想遵从内心一次 不愿将就

[01:36.611]我想看见真实like Neo take the red pill

[01:39.212]想做好一件喜欢的事 发挥到极致

[01:41.840]just living like that

[01:43.396]but I'm living like this

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[01:45.480]为什么努力不敌运气

[01:47.796]为什么实力不及money

[01:49.366]为什么我身上从未发生过奇迹

[01:51.975]为什么莫名的压力在一步步逼近

[01:54.319]我一直在挣扎 i don't wanna stop

[01:56.911]想证明自己但结果总是有点差

[01:59.511]眼看着没水平的狐狸成了super star

[02:02.094]觉得现实可笑又虚假 告诉我出口在哪

[02:06.213]how beautiful the life is

[02:08.284]我的选择none of your business

[02:10.341]不再做没必要的停留 我有权利make a choice

[02:13.209]我仅有一次的生活 yeah imma take control

[02:16.087]人人都会写歌 那你算什么

[02:17.877]人人都是professional 你别想出头

[02:20.649]他们说圈子水太深 你最好走人

[02:22.957]give me a second 等我耗尽仅存的天分

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[02:26.329]野心太大却什么都做不好

[02:28.641]最终目标现在看起来很可笑

[02:30.998]like a zombie repeat the same routine

[02:36.351]gain nothing 完成任务清单却完不成bucket list

[02:37.369]somebody help me

[02:38.901]lead the way for me

[02:41.468]no back door 从来得自己靠自己

[02:44.575]躲避socializing 把自己封闭省了不少事情

[02:46.863]陷入困境再看看周围 but there's nobody

[02:49.657]living life like this 有几人能如愿

[02:52.502]living life like this 麻木然后妥协

[02:54.775]living life like this YOLO you know i know

[02:57.607]living life like this 干脆放手一搏 life is gamble

[02:59.948]我想遵从内心一次 不愿将就

[03:02.754]我想看见真实like Neo take the red pill

[03:05.084]我想做好一件喜欢的事 发挥到极致

[03:06.905]just living like that