[00:00.00] 作词 : Chelsea Cutler

[00:01.00] 作曲 : Chelsea Cutler

[00:05.30]I've been trying not to think about it

[00:09.72]I can't help it

[00:15.60]I know you don't wanna hear from me

[00:19.70]But I am selfish

[00:25.17]He kills me inside that you can drink on Friday nights

[00:29.75]And not even pick up the phone

[00:35.50]It amazes me that you move on so easily

[00:39.62]From someone that you once called home

[00:45.58]I wish you had enough discipline for the both of us

[00:50.05]Just because I don't know how to turn

[00:52.89]Off the way I feel

[00:55.82]I know you always fell out love so d**n easily

[01:00.07]But honestly I don't think you ever had something real

[01:06.09]Until you met me drinks in New York City

[01:10.78]Boy you looked so pretty

[01:13.37]Think I fell in love before I even knew your birthday

[01:18.64]Kissed you on our first date

[01:21.21]Somehow I knew someday

[01:23.71]This would hurt 'cause I could never let you go

[01:29.33]Oh I'll spend my whole life

[01:34.61]Missing the part of me part of me

[01:39.78]Oh I'll spend my whole life

[01:44.87]Hoping your heart is free heart is free

[01:48.45]I don't think that this is fair

[01:51.55]But I'm still gonna ask you

[01:58.73]What if we're still meant to be

[02:01.85]Crazier things have happened

[02:08.47]It tears me apart

[02:10.40]You can have love in your heart

[02:12.91]And not have to act on it

[02:16.51]Ooo

[02:18.60]It erases me and everything I thought we'd be

[02:23.01]Back when we gave our promise

[02:28.81]I wish you had enough discipline for the both of us

[02:33.30]Just because I don't know how to turn

[02:36.13]Off the way I feel

[02:39.08]I know you always fell out love so d**n easily

[02:43.20]But honestly I don't think you ever had something real

[02:49.33]Until you met me drinks in New York City

[02:54.07]Boy you looked so pretty

[02:56.60]Think I fell in love before I even knew your birthday

[03:01.85]Kissed you on our first date

[03:04.43]Somehow I knew someday

[03:06.93]This would hurt 'cause I could never let you go

[03:11.51]Do you not dream of me

[03:13.40]'Cause I have visions in my sleep

[03:16.17]I can never find my peace now

[03:21.51]Do you wake up alone

[03:23.63]Feeling aching in your bones

[03:26.35]So are you happy without me now

[03:30.28]First time that you told me

[03:32.78]You thought that you loved me

[03:35.40]That bar in the city

[03:37.88]I thought you were drunk

[03:39.61]But I knew deep down that you meant it

[03:43.09]Wish that I had said it

[03:45.66]I was scared to let it happen

[03:49.00]But it happened and now I cannot forget it

[03:53.86]Oh I'll spend my whole life

[03:59.08]Missing the part of me part of me

[04:04.24]Oh I'll spend my whole life

[04:09.45]Hoping your heart is free heart is free