[00:01.54]drown me in despair

[00:04.51]i’m broken

[00:06.11]way beyond repair

[00:08.64]from sulking

[00:10.67]over the times that we’d never get back

[00:15.32]drunk every night with a cigarette pack

[00:20.00]but it’s only fair

[00:23.30]that i’m broken

[00:24.82]way beyond repair

[00:27.87]i know that

[00:29.42]it’s all my fault, i’m guilty as charged

[00:33.62]i’d end it all but that’s not what you want

[00:38.61]so it’s hard to bear

[00:42.97]cuz i know you still care

[00:48.08]but i wished you hated me

[00:52.44]as much as you tried to

[00:57.16]but you’d never hate

[01:00.78]me as much as i do

[01:06.30]and my only fear for

[01:08.63]when i’m no longer here

[01:10.87]is that you’ll find someone else

[01:13.17]who’ll deserve all your tears

[01:15.97]and i know that sounds selfish

[01:20.53]but i just can’t help it

[01:25.53]been well prepared

[01:28.52]to go now

[01:30.12]i’ll be somewhere

[01:32.84]you know how

[01:34.53]i tend to leave all the ones that i love

[01:39.29]just to pretend like i won’t give a ****

[01:44.03]to see what we built

[01:46.21]become a ghost town

[01:48.59]swallowed by guilt, like my pills

[01:51.78]i’ve broken down

[01:53.37]every night, i go through withdrawals

[01:57.99]but it’s only right for all of my wrongs

[02:02.74]it’d be easier to bear

[02:07.07]if you never cared

[02:12.17]i wished you hated me

[02:16.50]as much as you tried to

[02:21.42]but you’d never hate

[02:24.84]me as much as i do

[02:30.73]and my only fear for

[02:32.74]when i’m no longer here

[02:35.00]is that you’ll find someone else

[02:37.18]who deserve all your tears

[02:40.20]and i know that sounds selfish

[02:44.91]but i just can’t help it