[00:00.224]Drown me in despair

[00:03.962]I'm broken, way beyond repair

[00:08.229]From sulking, over the times that we'd never get back

[00:14.755]Drunk every night, with cigarette pack

[00:19.022]But it's only fair that I'm broken, way beyond repair

[00:27.352]I know that it's all my fault

[00:31.116]I'm guilty as charged

[00:33.627]I'd end it all but that's not what you'd want

[00:38.397]So it's hard to bear, cause I know you still care

[00:46.678]But I wished you hated me

[00:51.948]As much as you tried to

[00:56.718]But you'd never hated me

[01:01.486]As much as I do

[01:06.002]And my only fear for when I'm no longer here

[01:10.270]Is that you'll find someone else who deserved all your tears

[01:16.043]I know that sounds selfish

[01:19.306]but I just can't help it

[01:25.582]I've been well prepared to go now,

[01:29.556]I'll be somewhere, you know how

[01:34.827]I tend to leave all the ones that I love

[01:38.842]Just to pretend like I won't give a ****

[01:43.862]To see what we've build become a ghost town

[01:48.379]Swallowed by guilt; like my pills

[01:51.641]I've broken down

[01:53.148]Every night I go through withdrawals

[01:57.665]But it's only right for all of my wrongs

[02:02.683]I'd be easier to bear, if you never cared

[02:11.467]But I wished you hated me

[02:16.236]As much as you tried to

[02:20.754]But you'd never hated me

[02:26.018]As much as I do

[02:30.285]And my only fear for when I'm no longer here

[02:34.550]Is that you'll find someone else who deserved all your tears

[02:40.073]I know that sounds selfish

[02:44.089]but I just can't help it